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| mollie |
Last night's post was because I feel out of my depth and overwhelmed at work. There have been several days now when I have just wanted to sit at my desk and cry - or really go and hide in the lavvies, and do the same.
My deputy is on holday till friday, and I am sure that people assume that I cannot do it because he usually does- the truth is that he does his job which leaves me time to do mine.
I just felt like giving up at work, telling them that they could have their job and find someone else to do it.
There is nothing wrong with my relationship with MoK ( well not from my side and as of this morning there didn't seem to be on his.)My family are well and happy, the plants are growing in the garden, but I am feeling stressed, waking in the night several times worrying about what to do at work, getting to work earlier in the hope of feeling in control and eating more, with meal times becoming odder. So that's why I felt like giving up.
perhaps I just need a good thrashing to knock it out of me,
| 19 Apr 08, 4:07 PM starlightsmiler 7 yrs  |
sends you a hug instead xxxxx loitering with intent | ||
| 19 Apr 08, 6:56 PM just_iana UK(SS), 6 yrs |
also sends a hug you are going through a tough time at work, and coping fantastically..and have every right sometimes to admit its bloody hard work and a bit scary too.. as to finding it hard when one of the team isnt there..in todays society where most teams are pared to the bone then i would hope it is a stretch when someone is out..It means you still need everyone! just a hug, relax over the weekend, enjoy all the good things you so clearly have...and charge those batteries up for next week!! xxx | ||
| 20 Apr 08, 8:22 AM Man_of_kent UK(ME), 4 yrs |
Feeling really knackered after 9 straight days of 14-15 hours very hard graft on the installation of a bathroom. Which ended up requiring the rebuilding of over half the ground floor of my house. Due to rotton joists and boards in places I had not seen before. I had intended to have it all finished and decorated by tonight but after several events that left me looking to join you in the lavies it will only be the shell finished and decoration will have to wait. However I may just find enough energy on Monday night to administer the good thrashing if thats really whats needed, just let me know. Love MoK
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| 20 Apr 08, 8:30 AM mollie UK(CR), 8 yrs |
Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, "Where have I gone wrong?"/ Then a voice says to me, "This is going to take more than one night."" |
