Posted by melody_A
on Tue 2 Nov 04, 8:12 PM to melody_A's blog.
Had a really great weekend, lots of play, lots of fun and best of all with lots of friends.
We'd never gone to a club before, we'd only attended 'school events' – this was a first for us. So, last weekend, with a very lovely friend holding our hands, we ventured out into the public.
Just want to say, thanks 'e', for everything. 
I wondered how I'd feeling playing in public, and do you know what? It felt pretty damned good! At one point, Master had me bent over to cane me. After a few strokes, he whispered in my ear to see if I was ok. I asked him if anyone was watching, he said yes – and god how I loved it.
I'm finding out things about myself I hadn't realised
before. 
Sunday came, we'd stayed over at our friend's house, and I was still as high as a kite. Another friend had asked me along to a different party, and very much at the last moment, I decided to go. Only this time I went without Master. It felt a little weird at first, but with a few lovely people taking care of me I soon settled, and again loved every minute.
I love what we have at home, it's deep, intense, exhausting, emotional and 'oh so special'. But I also love what this new exploration, meeting people within the scene and playing in public, it bringing.
I love the fact that Master gives me the freedom to explore what I need to. I know it wouldn't work with a lot who lurk in these parts, but it works for us. I don't have a good track-record with being faithful. Always blamed it on my short attention span and endless curiosity for everything new. This having the freedom, without jealousy, is just a totally new concept for me – it's the right thing. I adore my man and feel more for him that I've ever felt for anyone else.
Still a little high three days later.
Mel x
Edited Tue 2 Nov 04, 8:13 PM by melody_A
