Posted by melody_A
on Sun 17 Oct 04, 4:55 PM to melody_A's blog.
Master has bought a few new canes, and we're having fun trying them out.
One is a Headmaster's cane from a girl's public school
that closed down about twenty years ago. I bet that
could tell a tale or two. 
I really feel like I've turned a corner with our S/m life. I've always tried to 'top from the bottom' and it's something I constantly struggle with. But I now that the occasions that I truly submit (in my heart and mind) are so much more satisfying that the times I don't get the headspace right.
Play with a new partner is amazing, so usually is vanilla sex. It's new, fresh and you're still finding out what really does it for the other person. But in my opinion, our sex life has becoming much more satisfying and 'deep' as time has gone by. With time and love comes trust, and to really hand over the power to another person I have to trust and respect them. Doubly nice when you happen to love them too.
Goodness, I didn't mean it to turn slushy. I hate the slushy logs....... maybe logs should be colour coded. A vile colour for slushy blogs so you only delve into them if you're feeling particularly masochistic.
Red for kinky – they'd be my first choice
Black for depressive – I quite like those also
Blue for the break ups – only don't keep them so cryptic, otherwise, I can't follow.
mmmm.... wonder what other colours we can have. Any ideas?
Mel x
Edited Sun 17 Oct 04, 5:01 PM by melody_A
