Posted by melody_A
on Sun 11 Apr 04, 3:32 PM to melody_A's blog.
Bits and bobs really.
Firstly thanks to those who mailed me after my last weblog. I had a huge response and was very touched. You know it's good to get feedback, my EX makes me feel like the 'bitch from hell' and very much plays on the fact I ended our marriage and took our daughter away. Even after nearly three years (and NO I didn't leave my husband for Master) he's still playing the victim. Never met a man so angry. Anyway hopefully he's not coming down now, he's been in touch with my mum saying I wont let him see our daughter, so he probably wont come down. It's all bollocks of course but hopefully that's that. He's supposed to be coming down tomorrow until Wednesday, so only after that I will be able to breath a sigh of relief. Just goes to show, seeing our house was far more important that seeing his daughter. Jealously is such a destructive emotion, he really hates the fact that it seems I've landed on my feet. He loved it when I was struggling, working full time, single parent, massive debts and no financial help from him.
The whole thing's really upset me, been having terrible nightmares the last three nights. Anyway enough about him.
I went and purchased a 'schoolgirl' outfit for a fetish party. I've read all the Age Play debates and frankly I can't see the harm in a little dressing up and fantasy. Did originally ramble for ages about it, but can't be arsed. IC is getting very judgemental recently and I'm not about to start explaining myself to strangers.
Dirty linen – Oh I agree with Sunbeam, all the facts, juicy stories and name calling absolutely essential. I can't be doing with half a story. Also not being one of the brightest cookies on here I need the gaps filling in for me.
Spent the yesterday with daughter playing on Steam
Engines and tomorrow we're off to our first football
match – so all in all a very good Easter. Hope yours
is fun also. 
Mel x
Edited Sun 11 Apr 04, 3:35 PM by melody_A
