Posted by melody_A
on Mon 22 Mar 04, 5:40 PM to melody_A's blog.
Loved anomie's log regarding not knowing what to do if she ever switched. Made me laugh out loud and I agree completely. I've half heartedly tried.
Master can switch and very occasionally (well twice to be exact) he's asked me to cane his bare backside. Partly because he believes you shouldn't dish it out if you can't take it, also it's a chance to get my own back and probably because he quite enjoys it.
But do you know what? I'm crap at it. I can't do the teasing thing, I just get bored, and even when I take a good swing with the cane half the time I miss completely and the other times I get the top of his legs or his back. My aim is rubbish, suppose I should never take up golf. Anyway on the few occasions I've actually hit the spot, he just doesn't even flinch. I've probably not done it hard enough, but still worry if the slightest mark appears and want to kiss it all better immediately.
I'm also selfish, I hate someone else getting the attention when it should be my body there, my bottom pushed upwards. That gets me thinking, are all subs selfish sexually? I know I am. Oh there are times Master is cruel and uses my body mercilessly, but at least I feel the pain and know the pleasure is just a heartbeat away.
So to summerise. Switching, tried it and didn't much like it.
Mel x
Edited Mon 22 Mar 04, 5:46 PM by melody_A
