Posted by melody_A
on Tue 30 Dec 03, 7:20 PM to melody_A's blog.
Had my fortune told recently, the first thing she told me was I was undergoing the biggest change of my life ever!
I hadn't even shuffled the Tarot cards. She also said that I have to remember the change won't be complete until the end of March. She's couldn't pinpoint what it was, it was everything – she was confused. Described as a tidal wave hitting me, I was soon to be put down in a place very different to the one I am now.
I hadn't uttered a word, she was truly amazing.
Tomorrow is last day in work. Thursday I say goodbye to friends and family, and Friday I go to be with Master permanently. I can't believe it's really happening, it's what I've wanted (we've wanted) for a long time now. So much had to be arranged, boring boring stuff, but now it's done – I'm ready.
Ready for a relationship like I've never had before, it's so long since we played I feel nervous all over again. I am so afraid of letting him down, not quite managing the 24/7 thing. Feeling like I duped him in some way and once I'm down there he'll see me for what I really am. Master is a fantastic man, lover, partner, boyfriend – I can't believe he wasn't snapped up before I got my hands on him. I just don't quite get what he sees in me. No, not looking for sympathy or even reassurances – I love the fact this amazing guy wants me, I will work hard not to let him down – I want to achieve for me, and for him.
I love your weblogs, but when I read so many yearn for the 24/7 thing and when it happens moan about their problems. I just don't understand it. Other's fall in and out of love with the weather changes. Devastated one log – utterly content and in love with their soul mate the next. I don't understand them either. The logs I love reading the most are the PERVY ones, so come on guys and gals…..
WE WANT PERVY, WE WANT PERVY. 
Oh I'm bored… want it to be Friday. Next time I play I promise a detailed account, oh and yes, I have a punishment to take…. opps…. Sshhhhhh , maybe Master has forgotten.
Oh one other thing, I wrote a weblog recently asking
for any fellow perve's in the South East to wave a
friendly hi because we'd love to get involved in the
scene and I have to report, sadly, not one of you
did. 
Boo hiss.
That's all folks.
mel. x ….
<<<<Who's feeling very jumbled up as you can see>>>>
Edited Tue 30 Dec 03, 7:23 PM by melody_A
