Posted by melody_A
on Tue 7 Oct 03, 7:44 PM to melody_A's blog.
I've been observing recently the relationships of the vanilla couples I know. Now I don't know about anyone else but does anyone else feel quietly smug in what they've found in a D/s relationship?
Sitting in work today next to a woman talking to her husband on the phone, I was amazed, this is the person she should love and honour for the rest of her life yet she couldn't string two civil words together. She's not a Domme as far as I know but this poor browbeaten husband got the most evil tongue lashing for what I can make out not very much. Now I know I don't know the full story and he might be a complete bastard to live with, but what I do know that if she got wind of what goes on behind my closed doors she would be sending me off to the nearest refuge for battered woman. Yet I've never felt so cherished and adored, I have a feeling this man today didn't feel very cherished and adored. The man who adores me, my Master. would do anything to make me happy and already he's proved it in oh so many ways.
I can't tell anyone about our relationship, none of my
family and friends would understand. For goodness sake
my best friend thinks oral sex is a walk on the wild
side! 
However sometimes I want to shout from the
rooftops just how I feel. I'd really like us to get
involved in the scene a little, I'd love to meet in
real life people who understand and accept what we
have. Maybe when I move in January then we can find a
little time to go and meet peoples via munches or
parties. I've already made an online friend on here,
it happened when I identified with one of her logs and
sent her an email, which is very unusual for me. I've
hoping she'll be my first real life pal….. looking
forward to meeting you L. 
I'm wildly jealous of all the parties and munches you lot go to, I hope one day soon I too can wave at peeps on here I've met in r/l.
mel x
God the above makes me sound really sad and friendless, I've haven't got time to amend it so sad and friendless I'll sound. x
Edited Tue 7 Oct 03, 7:46 PM by melody_A
