Posted by melody_A
on Sun 5 Oct 03, 1:36 PM to melody_A's blog.
......at 2am yesterday morning.
He was nearly 300 miles away, I was fast asleep tired after a hard week and still he expected me to obey. But do you know the most amazing thing? I did, I did as he instructed while he talked about canes and whippings. He instructed me to listen to the cane swishing through the air, the one I will feel in the very near future. He instructed me to touch myself imagining his hand was on my body. It was both erotic and loving.
I have been reflecting on our relationship. As you may or may not know but I am moving live with my Master in the New Year so I've never considered us to have a 24/7 relationship, also I only a submit sexually so during our 'vanilla' times I am not submissive whatsoever. So I never thought we would have a 24/7 D/s relationship, but now I wonder. Yesterday when he called as soon as I heard his 'voice' I instantly dropped into submissive mode. When he is my Master he talks differently and just his voice has the most amazing effect on my body and mind. So now after thinking long and hard I have decided that yes we do have a 24/7 relationship, he can have me whenever he wants, how he wants, just for his pleasure, he owns me all the time (not just in the bedroom) and he is always my Master.
He has no idea what that telephone call did for me, I feel I really turned a corner with our relationship. Well he will when he reads this, yes I've told him about my weblogs and now he claims to be my most avid reader. So Master, I love you, adore you and really can't wait until January when we will really be together 24/7 physically.
mel xxxx
Edited Sun 5 Oct 03, 1:37 PM by melody_A
