Posted by melody_A
on Fri 26 Sep 03, 10:13 AM to melody_A's blog.
...... much further than I thought possible.
Just spent a couple of days with my Master. He visited me for a change and as well as having spent time doing 'vanilla' things he also took me places I've ever been taken before.
I won't go into details, it's far too private but Wednesday morning Master was the cruellest and most sadistic I've ever known him. I did what I thought wasn't possible, he took me to levels I thought I couldn't go, but I submitted in a way I've never really known. Really submitted, now I know what it feels like not to own your own body. Our relationship really turned a corner and we both feel it's reached a depth never before reached. He went home yesterday and today I feel so emotionally worn out. Because we can't meet very often time together is intense and emotional, now I feel satisfied, tired, used, loved and owned. This journey is taking me places I didn't even know existed. Thank you Master.
melody x
Edited Fri 26 Sep 03, 10:19 AM by melody_A
