Posted by melody_A
on Sat 13 Sep 03, 9:15 PM to melody_A's blog.
Had a day sorting through junk and made a trip to the local tip to get rid of so much rubbish. Throwing it away knowing you'll never see it again was a wonderful feeling, therapeutic. I am almost divorced, just a few short weeks to wait and then I can experience that feeling of 'clearing out the old to welcome in the new'. It's funny because we've been separated over two years now but this final dealing with unfinished business makes me feel powerful and optimistic for the future.
I have one person to thank for making me feel powerful and confident for the future, my Master A. He believes in me, inspires me, supports my dreams.If all plans go well in the New Year I shall be leaving work, renting my house out and taking my daughter to go and live with the most wonderful man I've come across.
He doesn't know I write this log, although he knows I am an avid reader of them. I nearly told him this evening but decided not to. Maybe one day when I am ready, I don't know, or even one day he'll stumble across it and know it's my words. But for now they are my secret writings. Just you and me really know what's going on inside, let's keep it that way a while?
mel x
Edited Wed 10 Mar 04, 11:44 AM by melody_A
