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IC : Weblogs : shel_shock : "A new start"

A new start (4)

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Posted by shel_shock on Sat 24 Nov 07, 9:26 AM

Over the past few months, I've been weighing up my life. Looking at the things I've done and trying to work out what changes i need to make. I've finally decided to ditch one of the biggest crutches I've used since my teens. I'm no longer a recreational drug taker. Had the greatest night on Thursday with a few of my mates, and got extremely messy, but no more. I no longer want the world to have fuzzy edges, I want to feel what i feel and not have it dulled. I want my Paranoias and scepticisms to not be drug fueled and maybe i wont put up so many barriers, I've also lost a stone in weight and trying to accept myself for who i am. Hopefully the future will be brighter and i will but a happier person. who knows...

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24 Nov 07, 10:08 AM MistressLydia UK, 2 yrs	Fingers crossed that everything works out for you
24 Nov 07, 10:13 AM shel_shock UK(MK), 15 mths	thank you very much
24 Nov 07, 10:41 AM Celalaedrith UK, 2 yrs	good luck with everything, and glad that you have decided to be kind to yourself. So many people deny themselves that right. My best wishes to you for your future The bottom half of GC INC
24 Nov 07, 10:52 AM shel_shock UK(MK), 15 mths	thanks very much to you to x