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| zombie_Thomasson |
Change, as is its wont, has seen fit to occur again.
I've spent a while very much out of the IC/scene loop, rather disgusted by the frankly irresponsible, dishonourable and life-disjointing behaviour of one who will remain nameless (in both the anonymity and derogatory contexts) but suffice to say I didn't really have the heart to be on a site called IC for a while, since it felt like hypocrisy, and the safety and camaraderie of the scene seemed breifly poisoned by what had happened... But I couldn't let that alone taint this thing we call the scene, where I have felt at times more at home than home itself.
Now, though, things are beginning to mend, my own life is beginning to take turns I actually want it to, and I'm joyfully close to the kind of life where I don't have to suffer the perpetual kink / social wilderness called Yorkshire I once spoke of on my initial profile.
And lo, once again, it lives. I didn't think I would be, but now I'm kind of pleased that a deleted IC profile doesn't fully get deleted, more lies empty in wait for a hopeful return.
So, it's been a wierd year, exhausting and filled with no small share of emo moments, but in a way, my most formative yet - it turned out to be the year in which I came to truly know myself and began to master my life.
So, still in York, like my first days of ICness, but this time looking outward hopefully, not looking inward sadly. Still very much in love with verte, who is growing and blossoming beyond her old expectations just as I knew she would; still eccentric and starry-eyed, though more realistic in my idealism; still itching to be down south, enjoying the maelstrom.
So, I guess it's network-filling time again... ReHi, all.
Edited Tue 13 Nov 07, 2:53 PM by zombie_Thomasson
| 13 Nov 07, 12:24 PM Dollface UK, 6 yrs  |
Welcome back, Tom. You've been missed. Give the rabbit a cuddle from me! xxx "When you're going through hell, keep going." |
