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Posted by lili
on Sun 6 Jul 03, 8:42 AM to lili's blog.
In truth we have fought many battles - though not the type most people imagine. We do not argue or physically fight. Our battles are battles for the mind and we fight on the same side (although it doesn't always feel that way). We fight for the acceptance of our own truths, we fight against our socialisation and we fight to free ourselves from misunderstanding.
Today my armoury is somewhat depleted, but it is not spent. Sadly the weapons that remain are my most powerful ones. The ones based on the things i have come to learn over the past 3 years. i fear to use them. i'm scared that if i do they will be powerful enough to make me powerful, to set me free.
i don't want power, i don't want freedom. i want to know, beyond doubt, that i have neither power nor freedom with Tanos. Like so many submissives i come out fighting, not to free myself, but for the reasurrance of knowing, beyond all doubt, that i am far from free.
http://www.tanos.org.uk/lili/freedomfighter.html
Edited Sun 6 Jul 03, 12:47 PM by lili
