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Posted by MMs_lavenderblossom on Tue 6 Nov 07, 6:54 PM

It's not often I can say I am proud of myself. It goes against my personality completely and in fact I am usually the opposite and never feel pride in myself at all. I still have low self esteem at times though that is getting better since meeting my Master because He continually pushes me to do things I would not usually attempt because I have no confidence in my ability to do them.

Today I found out I passed my Exam at College. Not only passed but I got full marks in each question... 100%!!

All I can say is I am shocked... bleeding hell!!!!!!!

I want to say a huge thankyou to my Master for believing in me and helping me to revise well and pushing me all the way.

Today is very special for me.. for once in my life I can say I am actually proud of myself

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6 Nov 07, 7:03 PM
velvet_minx
UK(EH), 3 yrs
FANTASTIC!!!
you should feel very proud
And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.
apparently "I hate you, you sasanach bastards" is not a safeword...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A0as2GKhmuA

6 Nov 07, 7:05 PM
Ceridwen
UK, 3 yrs

Good for you. You can be justly proud.

6 Nov 07, 7:11 PM
franky58
UK(TF), 2 yrs
Y!
Hold your head up high and be very proud of youself.
Life is....A bit of give and take

6 Nov 07, 7:21 PM
Master_of_lb
UK, 20 mths

MMs_lavenderblossom wrote:
for once in my life I can say I am actually proud of myself

... and I am very proud of you too, My love. You may (and do) doubt yourself - but I never do. There is very little you can't do if you apply yourself to it and.... believe!
Big hug, My sweet.
Moflb

If you're asking that question, you'll never understand the answer.
You know, most people watch telly on Sunday afternoons...

6 Nov 07, 7:27 PM
MMs_lavenderblossom
UK, 5 yrs

Thankyou velvet,Ceridwen and franky
I'm pretty gobsmacked but on cloud nine.
Thankyou Master... big hug
xxxxx
Vanilla sex is like a 99 ice cream... without the flake.
"Seal my fate with your kiss forever on my lips"
"Between tomorrow and today there is a bridge across forever"

6 Nov 07, 8:23 PM
Masters_No1_slut
2 yrs
Well done. You've earned every right to shout your success from the rooftops.
I, too, have been going through a phase of complete lack of confidence in myself and like you, my wonderful Dom is helping me overcome this ridiculous self doubt.

6 Nov 07, 8:54 PM
MMs_lavenderblossom
UK, 5 yrs

Thanks buttockup,
I am very pleased you are getting help with your confidence. Each small step gives you that little bit of confidence to build on.
Vanilla sex is like a 99 ice cream... without the flake.
"Seal my fate with your kiss forever on my lips"
"Between tomorrow and today there is a bridge across forever"
"Forsaken... I have come for you tonight. Awaken.. look in my eyes and take my hand.. give yourself up to me. (Dream Theater)

6 Nov 07, 9:32 PM
Qwoin
UK(S), 7 yrs
Y!
Congratulations hun great news. I have been telling you for years you need more self confidence, maybe one day soon you will start to believe it.
Don't be afraid of dying, be afraid of not living.

6 Nov 07, 9:46 PM
Shaydes
UK(BR), 6 yrs
Y!
Congratulations and very well done to both of you for your excellent teamwork. Success isn't just the end result - it's how you got there.
EniGmA
===
the mind is like a parachute - it only funtions when it's open
Rope workshops - Brighton FAB - Mummification

6 Nov 07, 10:28 PM
luverble_pj_SL
UK(SN), 7 yrs
Good on you! you've every reason to be proud. Now what's the next challenge?!
pj xx
The Duke had a mind that ticked like a clock and, like a clock, it regularly went cuckoo -- ( Terry Pratchett, Wyrd Sisters )

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