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| paulss |
on Mon 3 Sep 07, 9:11 AM to paulss's blog.
Mistress had said that She would give me a beating for Her own pleasure at some point and on Friday She made good Her word.
I was naked in the playroom and had to stand watching Mistress choose the implements She intended to use. She selected a number of things including floggers, crops and canes. I was to be allowed to masturbate while She was beating me and, provided I behaved, I would be allowed an orgasm.
I knelt on the bed and had to hold the bondage frame while my other hand was free to masturbate myself. Despite CP not being my thing the act of submission was arousing and I was hard enough to wank as the beating started. I can't remember the order in which She used them but I think She started with a crop on my inner thighs before moving onto my buttocks.
The pain was as bad as I thought it would be from these. The floggers on my back and shoulders was actually quite a nice feeling but when Mistress started on the canes I started to lose my erection and had to masturbated harder to keep myself hard.
Then Mistress said “I'm going to give you six more with the cane but they will be hard.” I was biting my arm that was holding the frame in agony. By the forth stroke I just wanted the last two be over so it would finish. Eventually it was over and Mistress allowed me to wank to orgasm.
The marks were quite impressive but what amazed me more was the high I had afterwards. I was really floating and despite the pain I felt really good. Mistress was pleased as She had been pretty hard on me but I got through it for Her. We felt closer than ever, if that is possible.
The aftermath is still quite impressive as my buttocks and thighs are very bruised.
Now She knows I can take it She's looking forward to the next time. I'm still worried as although I got through this I know it could be harder and longer next time.
The voyage continues.
| 3 Sep 07, 10:02 AM Master_of_lb UK, 5 yrs |
Lovely blog. I particularly picked up on the comment above. The sound and fury of a good beating are - of course - wonderful (at least, *I* think so, lb may have other feelings on the subject.....) - but the closeness afterwards can be verging on transcedental. W/we have very special moments after a spanking or beating - like nothing else in the world. Beyond words. Moflb
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| 3 Sep 07, 4:12 PM Ms_Valentine UK, 9 yrs |
I was so damn proud of you on Friday night. You are not a masochist of the 'beat my backside' variety. However, you showed a great deal courage and took a session of CP gracefully and obediently. You were as lovely in your submission to me as you have ever been. I think you are coping admirably at having your boundaries gently but firmly challenged. I am so eager to try all kinds of things with you..... as after all we have only known each other five years. We are only just scratching the surface of this. Big grin! I want you to feel really and justifiably pleased with yourself. You can feel safe in the knowledge I know that you give me your all. On Friday, you suffered so that the sadist in me could be sated. I will ask you to suffer again at some point, no doubt and I know you will willingly offer yourself for my pleasure. Edited 3 Sep 07, 5:30 PM by Ms_Valentine |
