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| x_zero_x |
on Mon 20 Aug 07, 11:01 PM to x_zero_x's blog.
i had a really strange dream the other night:
Something's behind me, chasing me, i have no idea what, i just know i really don't want it getting me, so i'm running through a strange looking building, every door i open presents me with a snippet from my life, that isn't my life, if that makes sense.
For example, one of the rooms Tal and i are sitting playing with our son (in reality we have a daughter), in another room i'm sitting playing with a dog (in reality a cat adopted us), another room presented me with Tal and Mistress Vamp Domming myself and m0nkey (this has never happened). The dream ends when i run through a door which leads into a mainstream dance club in Dundee where i am the Dj (i'm a rock Dj and haven't Dj'd mainstream dance in nearly 10 years!) and run out a fire escape where there's nothing but white light everywhere which envelops me. These aren't all the rooms, there were many more but these are the ones that stick in my head.
The other thing that strikes me as odd is when i'm running through these rooms, none of the occupants appear to notice me, even myself.
| 29 Dec 07, 5:45 PM Iona_O UK, 5 yrs |
The something chasing you could be an unresolved issue that you have ignored that your subconscious is trying to work out. The different rooms sound like 'what ifs' 'What if I'd done it this way instead of that way?' 'What if this had happened instead of that?' The door takes you to a time in your past when the conflict wasn't there so you can stop running. The fire escape could be some way to escape to a bright light of safety. Does any of that make sense? Here's a hug. You sound like you need one Love is... giving him the pain he wants and needs, finding new ways to stimulate his senses and hugging and kissing him afterwards then walking away hand in hand |
