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So many questions and the more i know the more i think. i said once *if not you then no one* i wonder how long it will be till thats not still the case, it can be a huge thing to invest part of yourself in someone else and easier not to definately >less than .... to not invest. but then what are we if we dont invest? no reason to get out ones best china , maybe the fact that i still want to makes all the difference... i came here tonight to tell everyone who might be interested that i wont be here anymore. im not decided if thats true still..but suffice to say my hearts not in it,