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I've taken stock of the last 25 days (since I became a member), and I can't beleive that I'm doing this!
Me...putting my personal thoughts "out there" for all to see? Unbelievable. This is completely the opposite of the way I've conducted myself, practically for my whole life. I mean take my school-days for instance. I was the only non-white kid in a school of a thousand pupils, and the same was true(more or less) for the whole town. Beleive me, I've had to be extremely 'thick skinned', and from those days to the present keeping myself to myself has almost been second nature to me. And yet I didn't really have any hesitation in starting a weblog. I've got nothing to say that hasn't been said before, but it's great to at last have the chance to express my feelings about BDSM, which now has me firmly in it's grip and I'm so GLAD that it does. I have been amazed at the number of web- sites, orginizations/societies etc, that cater for BDSM devotees in their tens of thousands. There's me for all these, years convinced that my sexual preferances dumped me firmly in a relatively small group of people looking for depraved carnal experiences, and I've been wrong all the time. It's a big, a HUGE group of people looking for depraved carnal experiences!
I've been helped somewhat by the anonymity that this forum provides, but as I've already explained, as soon as I attend a munch, to some extent that anonymity will be gone. Someone has confirmed that I will (as I thought) "stand out" from the crowd. Still, nothing new there!
And by the way, here's a message for that 'someone'(you know I'm talking to you). I know it's only last Saturday that you sent me a memo, but another e-mail from you would be most welcome... really it would.
Edited Wed 18 Jun 03, 9:57 AM by Lingus
