Posted by bethy4ever
on Sun 22 Apr 07, 11:09 PM to bethy4ever's blog.
Yes things were really good and I feel confident about tomorrow's audition. Frisk came online and I had some more getting to know you time. He's nice, kind, funny and unlike the sort of men figures I'm used to. He can dominate and wants to know about infantalism. I'm going to take things slowly in case I get freaked out and scared off. There's been so much hurt so maybe now it's time for the right things, to learn to put the hurt behind me and get on with being sweet, kind and the cuddly soul (not tart) that I'd like to be thought of as. Thats the real me, someone who gives cuddles, cares and has an enormous amount of heart.
Sure, I make mitakes but have moaned a lot while I struggle with my past, but I have been thinking over the last month more sexual. It's gonna be okay. 
