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the most sick evil thing ever (88)
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Posted by bethy4ever
on Sat 21 Apr 07, 11:39 PM to bethy4ever's blog.
This has boiled up inside me for a long time. It is creepy and horrible but it neds to come out and perhaps this is the only way. I' m writing on bethy's behalf here as she just wants to throw up, she can't express the words, they're maybe nightmarish.
In 2005 I was introduced to Enna offline and she got me to come to the adult baby club in london with her. When we got there I was introduced to Sam and Ross. They were both friendly and Ross got me nappied up which was very kind of him. Sam sat and chat with me a little watching cartoons, saying he'd like to take me places (perhaps already saying go out with me then- I dunno.)
A few days later Ross had my yahoo messenger name somehow. He said I had a hard on as he was putting me in nappies, it got me excitable etc. and maybe this was manipulation for what hapened next I dunno. We ended up agreeing that I could come to his for a weekend two weeks later and spend my whole time in nappies. We didn't do much together as his flatmates weren't allowed to know that I was there. The biggest things was I was duct taped into my sleeper by hands and feet for half an hour, he made it so I could escape if needed. I realisd what a good Daddy he was and begged and prayed that he would be that for me but he couldn't. Emma hadn't been allowed to find out I was going to him and had only done so by chance. On my last morning with him I asked him to give m my first sexual experience and he agreed that I could give him a blow job. AFterwards, he told me it had to be our little secret. And I went home.
A month later I was at Emma's flat with SAm, Emma was away and Sam asked to be my boyfriend and took me to the bedroom. While he were there he asked me to give him a blow job. I didn't want to but he said I had done so for Ross. I didn't know how the fuck he knew this, how could he because Id kept it secret. What I know is I agreed to it but started freaking and having a big panic attack over this and Sam insisted Emma already knew. The next day we went to where Emma was and with another friend, T, beside me I had to go to the police station. We sat in the station for hours and my fingers went into my mouth and I started to choke myself because I coudn't remember things and it was all so very blurred.
I said Ross had manipulated me into this which is pretty much a fucking lie. I told horrid lies. Some were half truths like I thought I'd seen child porn on his computer and things. To this day I relive it a lot trying to work out the truth, fgure out what happened. I don't choke mysef no more , (right now I want to but I not gonna). It all just needs to come out perhaps and this will keep repeating until someone deals with me and with it. God knows who but I know it has to be done.
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21 Apr 07, 11:48 PM
keep_trying_bitch
UK, 5 yrs |
bethy4ever wrote:
This has boiled up inside me for a long time. It is creepy and horrible but it neds to come out and perhaps this is the only way. I' m writing on bethy's behalf here as she just wants to throw up, she can't express the words, they're maybe nightmarish.
In 2005 I was introduced to Enna offline and she got me to come to the adult baby club in london with her. When we got there I was introduced to Sam and Ross. They were both friendly and Ross got me nappied up which was very kind of him. Sam sat and chat with me a little watching cartoons, saying he'd like to take me places (perhaps already saying go out with me then- I dunno.)
A few days later Ross had my yahoo messenger name somehow. He said I had a hard on as he was putting me in nappies, it got me excitable etc. and maybe this was manipulation for what hapened next I dunno. We ended up agreeing that I could come to his for a weekend two weeks later and spend my whole time in nappies. We didn't do much together as his flatmates weren't allowed to know that I was there. The biggest things was I was duct taped into my sleeper by hands and feet for half an hour, he made it so I could escape if needed. I realisd what a good Daddy he was and begged and prayed that he would be that for me but he couldn't. Emma hadn't been allowed to find out I was going to him and had only done so by chance. On my last morning with him I asked him to give m my first sexual experience and he agreed that I could give him a blow job. AFterwards, he told me it had to be our little secret. And I went home.
A month later I was at Emma's flat with SAm, Emma was away and Sam asked to be my boyfriend and took me to the bedroom. While he were there he asked me to give him a blow job. I didn't want to but he said I had done so for Ross. I didn't know how the fuck he knew this, how could he because Id kept it secret. What I know is I agreed to it but started freaking and having a big panic attack over this and Sam insisted Emma already knew. The next day we went to where Emma was and with another friend, T, beside me I had to go to the police station. We sat in the station for hours and my fingers went into my mouth and I started to choke myself because I coudn't remember things and it was all so very blurred.
I said Ross had manipulated me into this which is pretty much a fucking lie. I told horrid lies. Some were half truths like I thought I'd seen child porn on his computer and things. To this day I relive it a lot trying to work out the truth, fgure out what happened. I don't choke mysef no more , (right now I want to but I not gonna). It all just needs to come out perhaps and this will keep repeating until someone deals with me and with it. God knows who but I know it has to be done.
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so what happened next?
Sorry, I have no idea what I have just read.
Please explain. I like posing and talking pish!!!
Edited 21 Apr 07, 11:52 PM by keep_trying_bitch
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21 Apr 07, 11:56 PM
prune_juice
UK(NN), 8 yrs
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I cant' understand a word of this either.... |
21 Apr 07, 11:57 PM
Marmite
UK(CB), 5 yrs
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IT'S a bit like eastenders with a dush dush dush dush.. A rose by any other name has thorns that will still make you bleed.
www.sin-nation.co.uk/ck
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22 Apr 07, 12:03 AM
bethy4ever
8 yrs
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Umm, what happened next was the police got involved which went on for several months. Sam/Rob was my boyfriend n Daddy and pretty much leeched my funds and didn't want to talk about things and i grew apart from emma, which is probably a blessing i dunno. snugglebug
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22 Apr 07, 12:05 AM
fluffy_welsh_angel
UK(DN), 6 yrs
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pardon me but ey? Founder of the Unholy League of subs
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No kind of sensation is keener and more active than pain it's impressions are unmistakable.
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22 Apr 07, 12:08 AM
BayeuxTapestry
7 yrs
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bethy4ever wrote:
This has boiled up inside me for a long time. It is creepy and horrible but it neds to come out and perhaps this is the only way. I' m writing on bethy's behalf here as she just wants to throw up, she can't express the words, they're maybe nightmarish.
In 2005 I was introduced to Enna offline and she got me to come to the adult baby club in london with her. When we got there I was introduced to Sam and Ross. They were both friendly and Ross got me nappied up which was very kind of him. Sam sat and chat with me a little watching cartoons, saying he'd like to take me places (perhaps already saying go out with me then- I dunno.)
A few days later Ross had my yahoo messenger name somehow. He said I had a hard on as he was putting me in nappies, it got me excitable etc. and maybe this was manipulation for what hapened next I dunno. We ended up agreeing that I could come to his for a weekend two weeks later and spend my whole time in nappies. We didn't do much together as his flatmates weren't allowed to know that I was there. The biggest things was I was duct taped into my sleeper by hands and feet for half an hour, he made it so I could escape if needed. I realisd what a good Daddy he was and begged and prayed that he would be that for me but he couldn't. Emma hadn't been allowed to find out I was going to him and had only done so by chance. On my last morning with him I asked him to give m my first sexual experience and he agreed that I could give him a blow job. AFterwards, he told me it had to be our little secret. And I went home.
A month later I was at Emma's flat with SAm, Emma was away and Sam asked to be my boyfriend and took me to the bedroom. While he were there he asked me to give him a blow job. I didn't want to but he said I had done so for Ross. I didn't know how the fuck he knew this, how could he because Id kept it secret. What I know is I agreed to it but started freaking and having a big panic attack over this and Sam insisted Emma already knew. The next day we went to where Emma was and with another friend, T, beside me I had to go to the police station. We sat in the station for hours and my fingers went into my mouth and I started to choke myself because I coudn't remember things and it was all so very blurred.
I said Ross had manipulated me into this which is pretty much a fucking lie. I told horrid lies. Some were half truths like I thought I'd seen child porn on his computer and things. To this day I relive it a lot trying to work out the truth, fgure out what happened. I don't choke mysef no more , (right now I want to but I not gonna). It all just needs to come out perhaps and this will keep repeating until someone deals with me and with it. God knows who but I know it has to be done.
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Moar details please. |
22 Apr 07, 12:09 AM
keep_trying_bitch
UK, 5 yrs |
bethy4ever wrote:
Umm, what happened next was the police got involved which went on for several months. Sam/Rob was my boyfriend n Daddy and pretty much leeched my funds and didn't want to talk about things and i grew apart from emma, which is probably a blessing i dunno.
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Can you please re-explain the original post? Its a little garbled. you were obviously pretty emotional when you posted it. I like posing and talking pish!!!
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22 Apr 07, 12:09 AM
Marmite
UK(CB), 5 yrs
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Really unsure as to why this was even posted, is this real? If so you have gone and named and shamed... against rules. If it is fantasy, it doens't make sense, It doesn't make sense either way to me.
Why post it? A rose by any other name has thorns that will still make you bleed.
www.sin-nation.co.uk/ck
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22 Apr 07, 12:09 AM
c4rl05
UK, 5 yrs
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"Confused" Its a f**ked up world, a f**ked up place, everyone is judged by there f**ked up face.
Fred Durst of Limp Bizkit fame.
from the album Chocolate "Starfish and the Hotdog Flavored Water"
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22 Apr 07, 12:11 AM
bethy4ever
8 yrs
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you know what, lets forget this, i shouldn't have named and shamed your right, should have said persons 1, 2 and 3 but it needed to come out. snugglebug
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