Posted by bethy4ever
on Sat 21 Apr 07, 1:43 AM to bethy4ever's blog.
It not that I wanna be sumone with issues who yells n makes fuss, it jus all I know how to do. I gots so pushed so hard as a liddle one to becomes anything dat it left me wib a reluctance to makes own mind. I's rather have someone else to follow and to teach and train, to guide an just keep me safe.
But no no, i gotta be adult cos otherwise i gets puts away in loony bin or something. I dunno when I cided to stop growing up, sumbody told me bout a book called The Tin Drum once and maybe it was a lil bit about me. It were about a small boy who found he could be child forever.
I think I wants that too. If I was a child forever I wouldn't hatha worry bout things.
| 21 Apr 07, 9:37 AM fussyone 9 yrs |
Hummmmmmmmm but children do worry about things. Don't let your past dictate who you are but, let it be part of who you are to become. |
