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| firemynx_B |
on Wed 22 Oct 03, 4:49 AM to firemynx_B's blog.
Ah well its one of those nights, where you wake and you can¡¦t get back to sleep, so for once, I've not gone back on IRC to chat aimlessly, I thought I would catch up with weblogs. My Master broached the subject last night, and asked did I "need¨ to do a weblog. Not sure need is the right word really, maybe in the past it was the only way I could communicate when I felt strongly about something, nowadays I'm learning a lot more skills in that direction. I've allowed myself to be taught. Now though, I feel like I should weblog, just for a little while. Why? Am I upset? No, am I distraught, feeling sad, lonely and such? No. If I'm honest I'm probably at the most content stage of my life right now and long may it continue. I'm liking who and what I'm becoming and the direction my life is going. Shock, Horror, no tales of woe, a stable and content kat for a while, yes worrying isn't it. My sleep has been a little unpredictable lately, that is true, but I have maintained the curfews that have been set, and have tried to make an effort to go back to sleep when woken.
So here I am catching up on other people's weblogs. Some I enjoy reading, they inspire me, others I read and feel for the person and want to grab them and wrap them in a hug, because I've perhaps been at a similar crossroads in my life and was lucky to have people around me to support me, special people, ones I wont forget. Other weblogs just make me want to despair and I wonder if the person is doing them because they feel people want to know about their lives, or if they are truly doing them for themselves. I guess people are entitled differing reasons for what they write.
So here are a few comments:
Corriander - You will go through a period of adjustment when you move in with MG, will it be easy? Probably not, just ride with it, lots of communication, tell Him your worries, you'll do just fine. And congrats to Y/you both on moving in together.
Chiraz and davinci - You were most amusing at the munch, it was fun to watch you guys get completely rat assed & jena your face at pondering how the hell you were going to get them both home on the bus, was priceless. It seems like you guys had a good time, long may it last.
Kellyann - You were missed, you may not have been on the scene long, but you have quickly become part of a close network of friends, you are liked and when not around, yes you're missed, hope to see you soon.
Jen001 & Voodoo - You two look really happy together, ignore the gossips and remember its just that, gossip, if you listen to them, they win, for some very sad reason people seem to derive pleasure from it, mainly because their own lives are so empty.
Flora - Hang in there, the rollercoaster ride does turn less hair raising and will settle down to a gentle chug, you know where I am if you want a chat.
Lori & A - really sorry to hear A is poorly, but he's in the right place, I know how worrying it can be when someone you love is ill or out of sorts, you know where I am if you want to talk, pick up the fone!!
MsTiger - PINK!! PINK! Actually they look great, I never thought I'd say that about anything pink (god must be PTMD's influence paying off damn Him), was good to see you at the weekend, I think your holiday has done you the power of good, and we need another Angelina Jolie purring session real soon *hugs as always*, You know I'm here ... No matter what, right? Can't believe I missed you whilst out shopping! (PS, I gave in to the boots, they are yum!)
MsSam - Sorry to hear about your loss, I know what its like to lose a friend, you're in my thoughts.
Dynamick - glad your gran is better, it can be damned scary those viral infections, my mum had one some months ago. Glad you know you have the support of everyone around you, you're a special and lovely person, and I'm honoured to be counted as a friend to you, you deserve lots of great friends.
IceButch - I'm here - enough said - sis 
Well I think that's it, enough of commenting on others weblogs, I need to catch up with my own don't I?
Edited Wed 22 Oct 03, 4:58 AM by firemynx_B
