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| xCallyx |
on Fri 9 Mar 07, 1:14 PM to xCallyx's blog.
A few years ago this girl was told a story by her then Master. A simple story that expressed clearly the true meaning of a sub/slaves submission to a Dom/me.
As the years have gone by her memory of the story has become like the fogs on the moor. Clearing just enough sometimes to let her remember the basis of the story and its significance to her.
As with everyone here (she is sure), we are all here as consenting adults. Eager and willing to live this 'alternative' life that we seem to need so much. Well she knows that she does for one 
So when a slave has a gift as important as her total surrender to give to someone how does she know that the person she chooses to give it to is the right one? What criteria does she work by when making her decision?
Somehow this girl thinks that this question will have different answers from everyone who reads this post. But what of her answer?
Over her years in D/s she has finally learnt to rely not on her needs or her desires, or even on her logic to decide. For her it was going back to her instinct. Talking to her Master, getting to know Him, opening up to Him. Telling Him all that she could about herself. And when she found that her darkest innermost thoughts did not scare Him away, rather He told her to tell her even more then she knew that here was a Master that she knew was the one who, if He would choose to accept it, deserved her precious gift.
Everyone can give many things, and be many things to many people. But only a sub/slave can give this ultimate of gifts to another.
And so this post is to say thank You. Thank You to her Master, for accepting her gift, and for cherishing it the way that He has and continues to do. she knows that it is safe in His possession. That He will care for it, and nurture it. That He will do everything in His power to ensure that no harm comes to it.
And she in turn will do everything that she is capable of doing to serve her Lord and Master in every way that He wishes her to. she kneels before You Sire and awaits Your command.
be well A/all
