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Posted by dizziblonde
on Mon 22 Jan 07, 12:58 AM to dizziblonde's blog.
Have you ever got to the point where you need pain ..
I feel like this tonight, i need to be hurt, to be forced, to be spanked, flogged, feel my breasts bound tight, hands tied behind my back, my hair pulled, a knife help to my throat, hands wrapped around my throat squeezing the air from my lungs, i need to feel humiliated, to feel hurt, feel the tears trickle down my face, i want to have the boundries pushed, limits stretched, i want to hear words whispered in my ear, words that i hate whispered to me...
I need this so much tonight that its all i can think about, i cant settle down to get some sleep its doing my head in Grrrrrrrrrrrr
its nearly 4am and i still cant sleep, things whirling about in my mind, my needs taking over any rational thought i had, my head is wrecked .... i need to find some peace ... i need to get some sleep...
Edited Mon 22 Jan 07, 3:50 AM by dizziblonde
| 22 Jan 07, 1:16 AM Valkyre UK(BS), 8 yrs  |
I felt like that last night. Sat there at 2am blogging something quite similar. Life is most unfair at times!! Hang on in there love, you will feel better again.
I don't need Your Attitude, I Have One of My Own |
| 22 Jan 07, 9:04 AM domspaintoy UK(YO), 6 yrs |
This is one thing i can really empathise with, im getting very angsty for that need to be sated! but i will have to surpress it.  |
