lock out ....lock in ..... (6)

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Posted by Space_Pony on Sun 7 Jan 07, 7:36 AM

i was recovering quite well over the past year and i'd managed to get out to the club three times , till i said something .

but all hell kicked off cos i did and i got locked out the club for writing blogs on here and saying summat

they wouldnt even let me back in for the christmas or new year parties to see me mates , not even for 5 minutes to say merry christmas and give out some cards , wot a miserable thing to do to a disabled person alone at christmas CHEERS NEMESIS !

now back to square one locked in again at home , self harming again blameing none by myself , agrophobic , my therpaist is gonna go nuts i've slipped back so far !

wish i'd never said owt

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7 Jan 07, 9:48 AM
purza_16
UK(BL), 3 yrs Huuggssssss
In hindsight you may feel you shouldn't have said something, but if you hadn't of said it you may also have felt really bad because you felt it needed saying....
Hope that makes sense (it did to me in my head..lol)
I know I may be repeating what you have already thought but what about Club Lash or The Couch Club, or the munches, so you don't feel completely isolated Its always a pleasure seeing you....
hugssssss take care
purza{Allyance} xxxx
don't worry about me, I'll get there in the end

7 Jan 07, 10:50 AM
x_pixie_x
UK, 3 yrs

What a miserable thing to do to a disabled person alone at Christmas?
What a miserable thing to do to people who did nothing to deserve it, more like.
When a pixie does 'bad' things.... it's called showing affection!!!

7 Jan 07, 11:18 AM
Space_Pony
UK, 6 yrs
thanks purza hunny always nice to see you too . Maybe i should get over the hills a bit more in future
Edited 7 Jan 07, 11:27 AM by Space_Pony

7 Jan 07, 11:23 AM
Space_Pony
UK, 6 yrs

x_pixie_x wrote:
What a miserable thing to do to a disabled person alone at Christmas?
What a miserable thing to do to people who did nothing to deserve it, more like.
yes thankyou pixie , a miserable thing to do to anyone , refuse them entry to the club they helped build. barr them from even wishing the people who i have served freely for all these years a "merry christmas".

7 Jan 07, 2:34 PM
velvet_minx
UK(EH), 3 yrs
not sure what this is all about but hope things are better soon. When I have been at Nem you have always been part of it too.
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1 Feb 07, 11:12 PM
MissKitty
UK, 7 yrs

Dunno what you could have said to get barred like that! Was it really a bad thing you said?
Take heart, things will get better and the self harming will stop again, you've fought it before you can do so again
Miss Kitty =^.^=
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