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| mollie |
For that is the time. and if it was TFE yesterday what is this.
Well yesterday.... what can i say.... that all got sorted..........
Shopping with a friend who is shocked by the Vanilla me in an OOOOOh you are awful sort of way.
The shopping was charity shop shopping in a local village/town, where people have plenty of cash, and send things to charity shops that appear to be brand new, and I had a good haul.
My friend was thrilled with what she got and we went had lunch together befopre I took her home. She protested but this was a cunning ruse to fill in some time.
When I got back home the dreaded housework had to be done, but the noise of the hoover drowned out my practice goes at saying things that I might need to say later. Hello, My name is Phinh. (always a good start). I am a submissive.This was momentarily, derailed by having to de-tribble to hoover hose, but I then moved on to I have a Dom, he is not here, he does not live in the UK. All this being practiced on The French Phrase book system . Any way time moved on hardly fugiting though, and I got ready and went to the munch.
Getting to this had been my goal for a month, and at every step of the way I was thinking "why am I doing this. Casualty is a really excellent TV programme, watching it would be fun."
I ploughed on however, bus, train - and foot. I was so early that I walked to Holborn fron Charing Cross, and there were still only about 5 people there when I got there - all men. I felt like the proverbial spare at a wedding. However I digress this has not yet taken into account the panic texting that went on, the fist from a bus shelter, I" am here in a bus shelter - help."
Then throught the pub and upstairs. I got myself a non alcoholic drink ( first rule form G was no alkyhol). The person who i had been told to look out for had not yet arrived and another lady chatted to me, she seemed somewhat bemused by the fact that i had gone on my own, and couldn't understand why G had not hot footed it from Spain ( I could, At that point Sunderland would have been a good alternative), Anyway within only a few minutes an arm round the shoulder and a "You must be Phinh I'm Kelly - Anne come and join us," and I felt more comfortable. They made me welcome, and though I did not meet many people, those I did meet were very nice and good fun. God alone knows what they thought of me. It took me about an hour to even start to relax. G rang to check if I was OK, and didn't realise when I had my phone grabbed, which must have left him dazed and confused.
I think he was even more confused to be thought to be my partner. The answer to this is no, he isn't.
first a friend, second a mentor, and thirdly for whatever time he feels is right a Dom.
I do not want a partner, I don't know if he wants one but if he does it aint Phinh shaped.
Any way digressing again there. My first text on entering the pub was to ask how long I had to stay and I had been horrified when his answer had been that I had to stay until 10pm and that if I wished to leave after that I had to ask permission. That changed with the phone call to I could go after 10 but to let him know.
It was in fact 20 to 11 when I left and I got a cab back to the station, ringing him from the train. It was just after midnight when I got home, but he spent over an hour talking to me about what had happened, and how I was feeling. He said that I had done well and that he was proud of me which made me glow like a 6 year old with a Gold Star for handwriting.
Anyway I could write a lot more but this is a humungus post, so thanks to Kelly-Anne,Tom, Paul and Jenna for helping me to feel at home, and for warning about chewing gum !
I think I might go back to bed now I've got that lot out of my head.
Edited Sun 2 Nov 03, 6:53 AM by mollie
