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| mollie |
I feel that I am slowly inching forward, how I envy those of you with the confidence to to go faster than this. I some times feel such a wuss. In responding to e mails, help G, have I said too much, too little, am I doing the right thing. Lack of confidence seems to be characterising this journey, and on Friday it hit with a vengeance, in the middle of a perfectly rational conversation on irc. The person I was talking to tried deperately to buoy me up, but the dip was so sudden, it was like a tsunami, carrying all away in front of it.
However it improved yesterday and I am now back to my usual self. I am going to the Munch on Saturday, and I have a lunch appointment on Friday, maybe coffee some other time too.
I am nervous though and I think it will feel like a long week. How does one practice not looking like an idiot?
Edited Sun 26 Oct 03, 12:15 PM by mollie
