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| 15 Nov 06, 9:59 PM saraxx UK, 7 yrs  |
I don't need pain, physically or mentally, nor do I crave it. I do thrive on a solid Ds relationship though. Apart from a very (VERY) minor amount of erotic pain, any extremes of pain = a form of punishment that I do not desire in any way. I guess that is why I feel at a distance from many on IC, but such is life. We will hone onto whatever/whomever fulfills our needs. | |
| 16 Nov 06, 12:20 AM syndeetoo UK(WC), 6 yrs |
sweet, I like it.
As for me, (and H possibly), pain is the interface or boundary at which me and H look into each other's souls, and hope for nothing.
To be able to give away riches is mandatory if you wish to possess them. This is the only way that you will be truly rich. | |
| 16 Nov 06, 8:32 PM jstripes  UK(KT), 7 yrs  |
I very much identify with what you say. You put the feelings very well. For myself, I need extremely severe corporal punishment so painful that I couldn't endure it unless I am compelled to do so. This does not mean that I feel the pain any less than anyone else would. On the contrary, it can be total unbelievable agony as well as being terrifying. It certainly is not something that I could enjoy as such. Far from it. Under the lash, if it is as severe as it should be and needs to be, I become desparate to escape and pray for it to be over. Except that escape is impossible, my Mistress is implacable and I must endure it for as long as it pleases Her to inflict it. Afterwards my feelings of total adoration for Her are amazing and the more cruel, brutal and merciless She has been the more I love Her for it. It will probably seem strange to many people that the more someone hurts me the more I love her for it, but there you go, it's just how it is. I can't even begin to explain why. | |
| 16 Nov 06, 8:41 PM masterredd UK, 6 yrs |
great blog - perfectly put I think tope, and from the opposite perspective - the desire to give pain and the sadism inside of me is a similar need or craving. pain - yum
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| 16 Nov 06, 8:50 PM hobbit_slave 5 yrs |
to me pain is something i hate and dispise yet need and adore...i fear the sting, the slap, the numbness yet inside im in a place noone has ever taken me to before and im safe in a bubble of contortion, on the outside im either yelping wriggling or clenching knowing its gonna hurt like a bastard. once its stopped instantly im inside this bubble of 2 sides contentment ive served and recieved yet destroyed that i could take no more or reactted how i deem as wrong...(even thou i know in sensible head together mode its not wrong to do all that)...i instantly crave more and often the words ae on the tip of my tongue for more but never actually say it, im far from scared of the Man ....just scared of my pain threash-hold being to low or too high!! when i am not going to get pain the mental state inside is torn apart searching for the next hint of the belt or whatever His chioce will be, yet when i know im going to be getting some inside im trembling and scared. i still suffer with the guilt of what i want need crave and desire ...but then i suffer guilt whatever....too much is never enough ....nothing is a fear.... its a never ending circle of a driven need , my head screams no and ill beg to not have pain yet my body shows all the signs its what i need quite a delicious concoction of contradiction......and one i cant live without am i bovvered??????....er NO!!!!! | |
| 16 Nov 06, 10:52 PM Mrs_Smith 6 yrs |
Yesterday i was tied down to the swinging cross bed at our 'local' and Sir used one of His favourite whips, the cat, on my back.
i adore Him whipping my back and shoulders, and so it was yesterday. It started off lovely, just like a really good hard massage, but then as always it got quite a bit harder, and the pain got hard to take. So i went from loving it, to it hurting and being quite difficult to take, and He just carried on, and so i moved onto pain that i didn't want at all, and then all of a sudden i didn't feel anything at all. He was still whipping me, and i was still tied down quite firmly, but, i just didn't feel anything. i wasn't spacey, at least not then
Pain, oh yes, give me pain, the right sort of pain from the right person, and i love it | |
| 16 Nov 06, 11:32 PM encased_chaste UK, 11 yrs |
The opposite of everything a vanilla might feel, double it and add a few. | |
| 17 Nov 06, 12:29 AM Buzz22 UK, 8 yrs |
Interesting, makes me think. Whats my interest in pain? Why do I enjoy doing what I do? I think to put it into context the word pain is incorrect. Its more about sensations. Causing different sensations and then getting different reactions. Some of the reactions could be from pain, fear, cold, humiliation, warmth, massage, etc. Its about the reaction, how the sub reacts. What you have done to them to make them react in that way. The power, the ability, the experience to take them to the bottom of the sea to the top of the highest mountain. Its a "this is what I have done". In short ego. If I want your opinion I will beat it out of you | |
| 17 Nov 06, 12:38 AM pandoraa UK, 11 yrs |
It's got nothing to do with the thread but more cause you just like *bumping* people! I hate anything truly painful but things I love to feel and enjoy sensation of feel or look painful to other people.
I always crave and need that next sensation that will make me squirm yet want more - note I don't beg xx "Out of the ash I rise with my red hair And I eat men like air." Sylvia Plath - Lady Lazarus | |
| 17 Nov 06, 2:39 AM HisHoliness UK(KT), 6 yrs |
Well, that's you buggered then Mrs S.
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, and He could have carried on like that. But as Sir says, what is the point of Him whipping me if i don't feel it, lol lol?!
