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| alexandraa |
I've been in a funny mood this week. Short tempered, irritable, tired, all coated with a general topping of random anger. I've been working really hard, those work days where you start early and before you know it 10 minutes seemed to have passed but it's already time to leave. If I wasn't disciplined about my work/life balance I'd have been working till 9pm every night this week.
I've been really happy too. Work is good, hard but exciting and rewarding right now. So what's with this mixture of strange feelings? This unusual anger I'm feeling? I'd as soon chew you up and spit you out as say "Hi... how are you??".
I think I've had/got a bug actually because I woke up this morning with a pounding head, a stuffed up nose and I alternatively feel hungry then nauseous. Right now I feel I could go back to bed but my head hurts so I don't want to lie down. Shower and out in the open I think. But it's so cold. Whose idea was it to bring winter in? Cuh!
I could still do sex and beatings though. But then that's never a measure of my state of health because, I can always do sex and beatings no matter what the buggery is going off in my life or with my health. A phone call from a special friend and suddenly all thoughts of “pity me I'm soooooooooooooo ill” disappear. I'll be right as rain, sparky and perky and then collapse after the events. Is that the measure of a high sex drive? That no matter what's going off you're always well up for it? Of course it has to be with the right person…. otherwise I find my sex drive just left.
Anyway my head is pounding and it's not making me feel any better to sit here and type this crap. In fact I might get bad tempered in a minute and be nasty. Growllllllllll…….
Edit:
10:20am - I'm feeling better now... just one of those growly morning things I think. Or maybe simply more sex and beatings required.... any offers?
Edited Sat 4 Nov 06, 10:21 AM by alexandraa
