New Profile:

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I am in a emotionally relevant relationship. I painfully ache to explore being dominated. I am bi-curious. I have permission from my partner only to explore my submissiveness with women. Hence I am revisiting my IC page after nearly a year to update my profile. My earlier profile can be seen below.

What can I say. I am bursting with desire and curiosity. Sexuality is me; I am made of it. It is not just something I possess, I breathe it, I crave for it and dream about it a lot. I also love the nurturing tenderness and playfulness. As far as women as concerned, I think I may be a switch, and would enjoy exploring from both sides of the powerplay as the person sees fit. But for now, I seek to explore only my submissive side for now, rather than throw too many hats into the ring.I would therefore love to meet Dommes who will help me realise my submissive side, and perhaps also form some lovely friendships along the way.

(This is my tentative profile, shall write more when my thoughts evolve.)

Older Profile: (from 2011)

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Clad in desire, wanton in lust. Take me, show me the world.

Though I have been in IC for two years, I have yet to be broken into. I am in a relationship which holds my heart. With his permission, I now seek to skydive into deep oblivion. Just to be clear, the depravity would involve just myself.

My desires overwhelm and overpower. I crave to fuck. To be fucked when tied up, to be fucked as an object, held firmly in place. As I embark into polyamory, I forsee joy in being fucked as a possession. To be possessed, to belong, to one.. to many...

A deep exhibitionistic/voyeuristic streak in me ever since I can remember. A tasteful outlet, I crave. Need to be controlled, exposed to His eyes and shivering in the thrill of vulnerablity. I get turned on by the idea of being used, being taken, being owned, exhibited, and being kept as a plaything. I love the feeling of belonging, feeling protected and doing all I can to make them happy. I enjoy a man's authority over me. Stories where He bites her and then licks her tears off with love and tenderness, while remaining sexually vulnerable to him turns me on intensely. I love kneeling by my man's feet and looking into his eyes with fondness like a puppy dog. I love being exhibited and to made to lewdly display myself. I like being vulnerable to a dominant man I feel secure with. A man who can be sadistically cruel, but also a caring and sensitive being,

I love words. I love shameless explicit talk, being talked to filthily in throes of passion. But I also love descriptive words, tastefully strung together. I love the silent thunder of powerful orders, uttered by One reveling in their role as a controlling sadist; to help me explore my inner masochist.

I rejoice in the masculine energy of a man. The underlying strength of muscles and the sheer proximity of his manhood, supplicates me beyond the edge; As I kneel in front of his towering manhood, I feel awe at the power and energy.

At the same time, I am bicurious; I relish the soft feminine curves of a woman . The tenderness it evokes makes my mind revel with desire. But with regards to women, I don't know yet if I am top or bottom, having never experienced either.

Owing to my tantric nature, I tend to feel with intensity the sexual energy, aura and presence; the soft feminine haze surrounding a woman, evokes tenderness and softness in me. In contrast, the burning creative power that surrounds a Man, holds me in awe of the magnitude of undercurrent energy that radiates in measured control, that might shoot into its full grandeur. I love the joy of submitting to a powerful masculine figure... the power that emanates from within... and be used thoroughly. The very idea gets me tongue-tied, it strikes a chord deep within me...

my humiliation, and acceptance... upon Him speaking deeply into my psyche, verbally and psychologically; evocative and tasteful. Oh, i love words... the approval, welcoming acceptance, the humiliation, the objectifying.... being told to... being forced to, to earn the words 'good girl'.... mind games... control... fantasies... roleplay...

oooh I would explore the world... if i can. Almost everything excites me.... age play, puppy play... being put on display.... to be made to serve in the most revealing outfits... and being played with or punished.... it is very intense.

I like feeling peaceful and contented when i'm just sat by His feet, as I hold his feet on my lap, massage him and rest my head on his legs..... feels tranquil... to surrender, to be taken, wanted and protected... and used... and taken....

Eye colour: brown   Hair colour: black   Height: 5ft 5in   Weight: 11st 8lb   BMI: 26.7  

This profile was last updated on 10 May 12, 12:05 PM.

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