Mad Bint!

IC Name: rubberesque Joined: 21 May 2007 Last visit: 6 hours ago Sex/gender: Female Location: West London, UK Age: 35 Website: AskMe

I'm usually not good at 'selling' myself, I guess, right now I'm not trying to so it might actually be easier to write this up. I suppose I'll write about some of my likes and dislikes.

I am submissive, I am very sexually submissive but sometimes I do get a certain cheeky glint in my eye and want to push things. At this point I'm merely pushing boundaries and like being taken hold of and shown who's boss.

I have a Great Dane who has affectionately been nicknamed The Beast ( please refer to my weblog entiteled I do NOT fuck dogs!! if you think this is code for some sort of beastiality fetish ). I love going shopping whether it be online or at the shops in town, I can't afford the things I want but that doesn't stop me looking and drooling over things. I enjoy long walks, listening to music - I have very varied tastes in music. I love reading, watching horror movies, making new friends, going out with old friends, losing weight, going to the gym, my current studies, cooking for someone special - I'm not the best of cooks, but what I do cook I cook very well.

I hate people judging others purely on looks, I hate being or feeling fat - and usually I feel fat a lot of the time. I hate mean people, narrow-mindedness, cruelty to animals, fairweather friends, my lack of self confidence, not being able to accept compliments graciously, my bouts of anger or jealousy.

I sometimes have a tendency to always see the best in people and then feel quite hurt by mean comments or actions. I have, relatively recently, lost about 12 stone in weight and this is something that seems to have changed my life completely. I went from being a bubbly but extremely self conscious thin person stuck in a fat person's body to being a bubbly thin person. I much prefer how I look these days and am a million times happier now than I ever was. So much so that I decided to try to help prevent others getting to the low point I had reached. I am a qualified Gym Instructor, a Personal Trainer and Zumba Instructor. I am still continuing my studies in Nutrition, Pilates and an Exercise to Music Instructor.

It's funny how life can play these tricks on you sometimes. But I feel I have finally found my true calling so to speak.

I am very loyal to my friends and loved ones, sometimes more than is necessary. I have been told I am pretty, even beautiful at times but I find these hard to accept. I still find it hard to understand why people want to talk with me or get to know me. I find other people far more interesting than I find myself, but isn't everyone like this?

As for other parts of my life, I was born a Christian but have never been a practicing one. I guess I would describe myself as Spiritual but felt unsure where I fit in. Recently I have become interested in Paganism, Wicca and Buddhism. If I could become a Pagan Wiccan Buddhist I reckon I'd be pretty chuffed.

I don't tend to discuss Politics with people, not because I am worried about arguments, but because I freely admit I have no idea about the subject.

For the most part I am friendly but I do sometimes feel out of my depth and will go quiet. This isn't because I think I'm better than others, it is just because I sometimes feel I have nothing to add to the conversation and it is better to remain quiet and thought a fool than to open your mouth and remove all doubt.

I am insecure, moody, lack self esteem and am prone to bouts of anger.

I won't describe my ideal man because I have no idea what he would be. If you want to talk, by all means, feel free to memo me, be nice and I'll be nice back, act a cunt and I'll reciprocate.

I've also just started a new Profile for people wanting to talk about their weight issues, whether it be losing weight, maintaining weight, or even wanting help gaining weight healthily. The profile is for people wanting to talk about their issues without being judged and humilated. There is no weekly weigh in but if you want to blog to tell us about your recent accomplishments then that's fab too!

Yahoo messenger:AskMe   AOL/AIM ID:AskMe   MSN ID:AskMe   Eye colour: Brown   Hair colour: RedBrown   Height: 5ft 5in   Weight: 10st 3lb   BMI: 23.6  

This profile was last updated on 9 Dec 11, 8:49 PM.

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