His little toy, to use and abuse,always his little whore. We are in a 24/7 D/s and extremely happy.. life collared by my Darling Gadget, 13th sept 2008

I am very much enjoying having my boundaries pushed, and new things to experience, and most of all to pleasing this man, who has made me want to try so much harder, because it makes Him happy, although my bratish side still lies deep inside, waiting to make an appearance

About myself, I found BDSM through a friend, who opened my eyes to all those yearnings that I had, and helped me explore the side of me that had been screaming for years. Now I know what it is I was looking for, and have realised that in my life I cannot ignore my submissive side, or my need to be dominated. That does not mean that I am a doormat, on the contrary, I am a strong, capable woman, who knows enough about herself to realise that being in a D/s relationship, and submitting, allows me to grow in ways I never thought possible.

As it turns out I have found that not only do I enjoy pain, I crave it,

I will happily chat and memo anyone (with His approval ) although please do not expect me to answer personal questions, unless I know you personally. (All memos/chat are read by Himself)

About me......

I am a very deep person, I have been told that I wear my heart on my sleeve, for those people I call friends I would go out of my way to help, friendship is important to me. I enjoy a wide mix of music and films, and can often be found with my head in a book, from early childhood I have heard/seen ghosts, and visitors quite often find that things go bump in the night at my house. I am also a good listener, and over the years have found myself in the role of counselor.

My house if usually full of people, many have their own keys and are considered to part of the family and at meal times there is always and extra body or two to be fed.

The house is also full of animals, I now have 7 cats and 1 very good natured dog who puts up with all the goings on, and rarely moans.

It takes a special kind of person to put up with me ~grin~ as my life will always be chaotic, but it's never dull, as Gadget has found out.

Things that turn me on

I adore sharp pointy things, knives around the throat, the feel of metal against skin, being tightly bound, unable to move, blindfolded and gagged, at the mercy of my Dom,the burn of his hands on my ass, the quiet whisper in the ear that makes my flesh prickle, expecting the unexpected, lying naked in the woods and feeling the rain drip on exposed flesh, the feel of my collar.

Things that turn me off

• Jealousy
• insecurity
• being false
• people without a sense of humour
• maggots
• mayonaise and salad cream.
• sperm ice cubes...they are just nasty and ickey

Note:Recently found out I am allergic to peanuts/nuts

Things that are just plain nasty.

orgasm denial.~pouts~ what's that all about.I'm sure there is a rule some where about NOT doing that to your sub!!!

Where I like to go......

Love attending Velvet Eden and the BBB , so if you see me there come say hello.

x toy x