A Visionary he was...

IC Name: hunny_pot Joined: 6 Apr 2009 Last visit: 100 days ago Sex/gender: Female Location: London, UK Age: 31

Made you look!

Right, so I feel the need to make it clear that I am NOT single... In fact, I am in a very happy place and ecstatic in my relationship with the most Sadistic man ( @combatopera ) I have ever known

I am currently exploring more of my extremely masochistic tendencies and have a great Top in my life to crack the whip - mind the pun Oh, who am I kidding, the pun is fully intended!!! My submission is probably not getting enough attention, therefore I feel like an airhead telling people I am sub, while I dominate the conversation!!! But there you go - dynamics are unique and I am very happy in our dynamic. And very submissive... And a huge masochist!!! Now: enough about the candlelit dinners..

What are we doing here if we weren't kinky and pervy??? LOL... As I am of (and always have been) very much a social creature, and LOVE to socialize, therefore: LOVE making new friends!!! (Be careful - I have been described as a leeeetle bit off a NUT But: the voices are my friends!!!)

So...

Been on the scene a while, but I still consider myself a newby... My country of origins don't really have an "out there" scene, thus my 'different' yearnings and tendencies have been hidden rather well all my life... It took me ages to decide this is what I really want and need... As I never ever do things halfheartedly, I needed to be... And since I have taken this step, I am committed to walk the path... living my journey... embracing my choices... And the freedom to be me... It's EXHILARATING!

I think it all started with me looking to experiment regarding my submissive and reluctance yearnings... Sometimes these two go hand in hand, but not always... the reason behind it have always confuddled me a bit... I think I have always been aware of these desires - I suppose it can be traced back to various childhood experiences... (sorry I tend to analyse!!!)

What intrigues me most about BDSM is the psychological factor... the mind vs the body... Aren't we all a little insane to willingly enter a realm which would (and should) send the masses running for dear life?

When other people frown from the thought that pain can cause pleasure, I relish in how true it is...For instance I can recall how I loved loosing a tooth as a child - not for the tooth fairy's gift - but the sweet torture as you wiggle the tooth looser and looser! The sweet flames of pain travelling through your body as you push and pull... Or the excitement with which I tied myself to my bed with my skipping rope to control my wild sleeping behaviour...

About me:

• I have a very strong personality...
• I am intelligent, creative and sensual...
• I have a very sunny disposition, but also a very deep and dark flipside to the coin...
• I am prone to find arousal in the macabre, deep and dark art, movies that push the limits of what is sociably acceptable, etc...
• Have a fascination (okay - obsession) with graveyards - for instance...
• I hate classifications - being filed into a certain box (ie Am I Goth? Am I a Hippie?) People are often more diverse than that... I sure as hell am! And I don't know how to answer that in any case... Both. And more...
• My general passion for different cultures, religions and history fuels my daily existence... And has led me on many interesting paths...
• I live for: music (very eclectic - to say the least!), books (hmmmmmmm), films (broad spectrum) and I love to paint whenever I get the opportunity... Art is such a powerful medium of communication! Being sociable makes it hard to get to everything! But thankfully...
• I am a night-owl and don't need much sleep!

I suppose I have never been the poster girl for 'a white picket fence, 2.4 kids playing in the backyard'... Even though that is how I was raised! lol... Saying that, I definitely do a good job of fitting into society... And love my Vanilla life, friends and family... Even if they think I am a bit odd!

Moving along...

Limitations - I am a very open-minded person, and this of course is a blessing as well as a curse... Meaning that once you overcome your limits one by one, they tend to become less and less... and your search becomes more and more daring... This side of me wants to break free... Find my true limits... stick to them... Surely at some point we all find that line... that line that will never be crossed... No?

I have never been more ready in my life to evolve... Introspective stage and all... So I feel the need to do so in order to understand myself better... Where the journey takes me, only time will tell... and that is fine! I am so excited with this jump down the rabbit hole... And I really feel like Alice...

The bottom line...

The plunge is amazingly dizzying...

The journey is still overwhelmingly remarkable...

I like to talk to and make friends with interesting people actively involved with BDSM... Be that on the scene, or very privately so... Basically - if you'd like to chat, drop me a memo! I love broadening my horizons... Debating... Chatting... And learning!

If you are still reading at this point... lol, it must prove that I haven't bored you to death! he he he - so go ahead, Contact me...

Eye colour: green   Hair colour: Black   Height: 5ft 7in  

This profile was last updated on 15 Sep 11, 10:17 AM.

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