Always looking in..

IC Name: dusted Joined: 6 Dec 2010 Last visit: 105 minutes ago Sex/gender: Female Location: B (Birmingham), UK Age: 29

Life change and another profile update.

I am not an easy person to play with. For a start I don't like casual play. But I am willing to accept that may change. My needs are not easily met and I play hard.

I am: an emotional masochist, physical masochist, turned on by fear more than anything, open to be pushed and moulded and hard to make cry.

I like: being made to cry, the feeling of absolute terror, being reduced to a wreck, having my boundaries pushed.

I cannot live without: brass knuckles, belts, fists, kicks, blood and floggers.

If you got this far you may want to check out my blogs. They describe what I like and what I've done. They may also warrant you running away now

What I want: Sadism. I feed off it and have to have it in a partner. Arrogance, assurance, a certain level of coldness. A willingness to push me. And hands. I have to like your hands.

Pretty random so far I know, but I am still learning and I have found what I like. When I submit I will give you everything. This is not a barnum statement but fact. It's important that I know you cannot feel pity for me when I play. I want that level of coldness to be apparent.

I can be needy, emotional and twisted. I am always twisted. It is quite a high guarantee that my fantasies will be much worse than yours but I want an equal. Someone as twisted and dirty as me. Unflichable, unshockable and willing to indulge it.

I repeat, I do not play light.

For me sexual nirvana is having someone happy to watch me hurt. If this alone is not you then I'm afraid it won't work.

I have security and care. I'm not looking for a Daddy specifically but if you're into it then all the better. I am looking for something meaningful. My fingers are carrying scorchmarks and I'd like to be able to soothe them. I want someone happy to be on the scene and indoors.

I want to make someone happy. I am happiest when being subservient and helpful. I like to please and actually like rules. They make my life easier.

Wow I should stop now....

Okay I don't know how to highlight but I like: modern American fiction, British female writers, poets like Ginsberg but not wendy cope, world cinema (especially Korean, Japanese and french), mulholland drive, cold weather, being somewhere new, grunge, metal and rap.

I dislike: country and western music, sharon osbourne, Marian keyes, hot weather, seafood, wkd blue, diane Abbott, ignorance and the daily mail.

I also get weirdly turned on by: stetsons and cowboy boots, the smell of bourbon on a mans breath, leather gloves, the sound of a belt being unbuckled, tattoos and piercings(especially on women), 1950s underwear in women, rockabilly fashion, stubble, jessie j, the smell of cigars, dungarees and hands.

Eye colour: blue   Hair colour: black   Height: 5ft 9in  

This profile was last updated on 26 Mar 12, 12:10 AM.

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