I am a sub and a masochist, but there is a sadistic streak there. I can't help but enjoy a good fight now and again, and whilst often the subbie part of me will love to find myself face in the dirt in a painful armlock, within lies the proud sadist who will get just as much pleasure from putting the other person there (as rare an event as that is!)

In my short time on the scene I have found enjoyment in:

• electrical play
• spanking
• rope play
• knife play (yummy!)
• kitten play
• play piercing

This is by no means an exhaustive list and I hope to be adding to it for many years to come as I am always open to new experiences!

2 aproximate quotes, one from a member of IC (though I can't remember who, sorry) and one from a member of a piercing forum that I frequent, both of which summarise my feelings regarding sexuality and submission:

"Being bi-sexual to me doesn't mean I'm attracted to boys AND girls, it means I'm attracted to people and their gender is irrelevent"

"I don't want to give my submission, I want it dragged out of me kicking and screaming"

At the moment I remain uncollared and in my current confuzzled headspace that is for the best, though I do long for the day when the mark of ownership sits around my neck.

Normally confuzzled

In day to day vanilla life I am a 19 year old student, or at least, I should be, I'm on my second gap year trying to save money and figure out exactly what I want to do with my life, though if everything goes as it should I will find myself at Birmingham University studying Psychology in September 09.

I am a musician, I love to sing and have been attending folk clubs singing traditional ballads since I was 11. I also play guitar, piano, the bodhran and the hammered dulcimer.

My most treasured possession is probably my little 125cc motorbike as it's the first thing I've ever really really owned, I bought it myself (and all the gear and my CBT) at 17 and had massive amounts of fun riding round the Devon roads on it ever since.

I love all sorts of music, my MP3 player has everything from AC/DC and Alabama 3 to The White Stripes, via U2, Damien Rice, Caliban, Red Hot Chilli Peppers and Fear Factory. I love movies, and again have a wide taste, I enjoy most of the Studio Ghibli movies (my faves being Princess Monoke, Spirited Away and Howl's Moving Castle) can quite happily relish the violence and fight scenes of the Kill Bill movies, the gore of Saw or any Asian hack&slash. But still at the end of the day love curling up on the sofa with a hot chocolate and a good old disney flick.

Physically confuzzled

I'm just little, 5'4" ish, about a size 8, shoulder length blonde hair and green eyes. I'm just as comfortable in black mini skirts and corsets as I am in a pretty dress or jeans and t-shirts. I love piercing and tattooing, and I relish the fact that people will judge a book by its cover and come up with completely the wrong answer 9 times out of 10 with me because I change so often.