I am looking for a very Dominant Male who wants a "sub" long term. I need you to have a very dark sadistic streak and in contrast a very loving side. I enjoy feeling extreme emotions, you should be the kind of person who can make me feel them, from love to absolute loathing and allow me to express them, give me an outlet for them and not make me hide them. Writing them down with no holes barred will usually suffice, i will always be brutally honest and will hope you use the information wisely, even against me!

I am by nature a very jealous person and possessive ,I have no problem with these, i always thought I should as these are undesirable traits in a person so we are taught by society, I enjoy them in my own sick little way, you can stamp them out or encourage them or both if you so wish. I enjoy mind games i like having my head fucked with, i say enjoy, what i really mean is i need the mental power exchange, i don't always have to enjoy it to enjoy it.I am competative, whilst this is not a usual submissive attribute, you can use it against me to get the best and/or sometimes the worst from me, depends on how you look upon it

For the right person i will strive to be your queen, your toy, your bitch, your child, your lover, your slut, your evil twin, your twisted fuck, your bestfriend and your partner in crime! In time i will love you and want your love in return. I have a mind, i have opinions and i have no problem in telling you exactly how i feel. I have an evil streak and have no problem delving into the darker recesses of my mind, I need to be able to share this side of myself with you and so you will also have this dark side. Nothing will shock me, it may not be to my taste but it won't offend me, we are allowed to have our thoughts i know the difference between what can be reality and what needs to stay as fantasy, which can be acted out in roleplay and which can only be discussed, but at least being able to discuss it with someone who is not disgusted would be most refreshing. The nasty, dirty, foul side of human nature fascinates me and when you have been polite, given up your seat for an old lady, smiled all day, been a lady/gentleman, a caring parent, a super friend, a model of society all day every day isn't it nice to let it go? For you to be the sadist you are and me to be the nasty little slut i can be and for no one else to ever realise....its our little secret shhhhh

Upto now you know I like the mental side of BDSM as for kinks and certain aspects of the pysical side I do not want to bog you down with my likes and dislikes as every relationship is a new beginning and something different is brought to the table. Each kink has a different way of manifesting and presenting itself, at this point I don't want to limit the things we may want to try.

If you are still reading this then you are either curious or the type of person who knows exactly where this profile is coming from and you are the ones i want to reach out to.

I am looking for a life partner, I realise that i might not find what i want on my doorstep and I will consider a long distant relationship which will have to include real life meets as often as is possible and online and telephone communication. If we are compatible and decide to commit to each other I will be wholly committed to you and only you, I have no desires to be poly or to share you. I will want to feel owned whilst apart and at all times.

You should know that i am not new to this, I have not just discovered who I am, you are not the first to know my nature, my experiences have moulded me for better or worse and will continue to do so. Physically i have some scars, from cuts and burns, i have a few tattoos and piercings, i enjoy edgeplay, so im sure they will not be the last.

On a Final note and maybe it should be at the beginning I am in vanilla and a part of my DS life a very loving person to my chosen circle of friends and family i respect. To the rest im polite, but they are not important to me. I have a huge need to care for the person i share my life with,to show them how much they mean to me. Im easy to talk to, a great listener and yes I do have a good sense of humour.Im pretty relaxed most of the time, though when i get it into my head i want something, i don't like to wait, obviously in a DS situation thats something i enjoy struggling with. I can be firey and if its something i believe in im passionate about it and dont mind showing it. Im shy, yes I am shy despite my outgoing profile and prefer one on one and small intimate groups. I adore music, music and sex for me are so closely linked, I love how music makes you feel and to make love to music is powerful, to be beaten to music is HEAVEN.

There are many other things i like but for fear of talking to much i shall let you find out the rest yourself...... My Ideal Person: Confident,intelligent, articulate, outgoing, knows what he wants and gets it, self assured, patient and controled.