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| Way back at the beginning of my journey I wrote: A burning furnace of hunger is stirred deep within me and it rages like wildfire, ravenously consuming everything it encounters. Feed me. Feed me!
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So, just who am I?
Well, I really think that the way to best describe myself right now is just as..... me. I am me. I don't fit in a box. I have untidy arms and legs that insist on poking out of the sides. I refuse to be a tidy person and conform to anyone else's stereotype of what BDSM should be.I'm not entirely a submissive…..
Although, I belong to him. He's the Boss ![]()
Having been bashed over the head with an oversized spanner and dragged off back to his filthy workshop I am thoroughly enjoying being seriously silly and having lots of fun in the process.
He has my submission. It is private and for him only, (unless you're a cute girlie and then if you ask him nicely enough he may let you borrow me.... or he may not) ![]()
He is my friend, my lover, my confidant; my everything.I'm not entirely a bottom…..
Although, I have masochistic tendencies.
An exclusive personal pied-a-terre, Subspace is the place to be. The very place to escape the big bad real world for a short while at least.
It's a way to relieve the stresses of the big bad world. A breathing space in which I feel calmer and more secure. When the pressure cooker of life sends steam whistling from my ears, I crave pain. It cuts through stress like a hot knife through butter and calms me instantly.I'm not entirely a top…..
Although, within the realms of R.A.C.K. I very much enjoy making a body dance to my tune...
Floggers, whips, paddles and canes.... urethral sounds… medical staples...Hitachi magic wands… pinwheels.... double pinwheels.... estim....hmmmmmm, what if I put two or three compontents together and... and….and…. Muwhahahaha! *cough, cough, one must compose oneself, this is serious business afterall!* Tee hee!! *Grins*. ![]()
Sensually sadistic, I enjoy using light touches just as much as heavier caresses. Thuddy, stingy, scratchy or ouchy, your pain is my pleasure.
Who would have thought that hurting people could be so much FUN! *Grins* This is the part of me I am enjoying the most right now and I'm hungry to learn.I'm not entirely a domme….....
Although, I thoroughly enjoy being in charge.
It's my way, or the highway. I can be your best friend, or your worst enemy.Next stop the sweetie shop! Wheeeeeee!.....
I am all of these things and none of these things at any one given point in time. I don't *really* identify with being a switch either. Like I said, I am just me.
I did manage to find the brake for a while but since then it's snapped off and once again I'm careering along at break neck speed living and learning from day to day and enjoying this roller coaster of a ride immensely.
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This profile, like my life, is a work in progress.
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This profile was last updated on 2 Jan 12, 6:45 PM.
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