My bum....

IC Name: a_caelo Joined: 17 Oct 2009 Last visit: 5 days ago Sex/gender: Female Location: Manchester, UK Age: 42

I am new to the scene, after what turned out to be a brief flirtation with Lash about 9/10 years ago, before vanilla life got in the way of the rest of me.

I am happily married to the best man in the whole world, in a long-standing non BDSM relationship (although it has its moments!). I am bisexual, and have always had permission to pursue that aspect of myself outside of my marriage.

I am lucky enough to have some limited permission at the moment to explore my desire for sadism/masochism, which pretty much means I get to Lash, but am unlikely to be playing anywhere else for now and I am restricted to play with women only.

I am definitely in a very submissive phase at the moment, although in general I am switch, mostly sub with a man but with regular outbursts of domme, but in the past have been only domme or vanilla with women. Right now though my sub side is exploding, and my domme side is apparently taking a break. I am looking for a lady who can take charge of me in a very firm but caring way.....

I am of limited experience as I said, and still discovering my limits, both in extent and variety, and have been experiencing indescribable pleasure in doing so. I have found myself delivered to a place of complete bliss and delight and peace (caelum!)via a stormy steamy heat and felt very spoilt and cared for in the process.I come back down to earth (eventually) feeling strong,resilient and very alive, which is almost, but not quite, as good.

I like a nice flogging, and the marks.....well what can I say? They keep me going a while longer...... I love being physically nudged to places I have not been, or maybe not even considered before, and being psychologically coerced past my initially anicipated limit, and so far discovered that I enjoy far more than I initially thought I might (in variety and extent). I still suspect I am on the lightweight end of the scale, wherever that scale reaches...

I suspect I should be considered more masochistic than submissive - but then at the moment - who knows? I do like being cuffed, collared, and dressed and undressed, positioned and bound, pushed and pulled into place - like a toy someone picks up to play with as they wish......

What I do know is I am loving every minute while I'm out, soaring wildly for days and weeks, and experiencing a low thereafter when the marks have worn off.

I love the smell and feel of leather, and have done from a very early age, and I love restraints and flogging.

As for my dom side, I am keen to learn some skills so that I might be more useful to someone if the occasion arises - I know I would feel more content to let my domme back out if I felt confident I could deliver an experience that would be even a very pale shade of that I've benefitted from!

Well that's me so far. I turn up on my own at Lash (given my vanilla existence). And I am very keen to play within my permitted limits if a little wary of the unknown! A word of apology though: I have a dismal memory for names and faces at the best of times to my very great shame, and think I have failed to retain a lot in my transcendant post play state. If I have been remiss enough to not recognise you, please please excuse me - I am making a real effort!

Just to add at the moment I am unable to play for medical reasons, and may or may not be out anywhere over the rest of this year. Hopefully I can then get my life back however!

MSN ID:a_caelo@hotmail.com   Eye colour: Greeny   Hair colour: Brown   Height: 5ft 4in   Weight: 10st   BMI: 23.8  

This profile was last updated on 29 Apr 10, 8:28 PM.

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