BaldyGargoyle

IC Name: BaldyGargoyle Joined: 16 Sep 2011 Last visit: 43 days ago Sex/gender: Male Location: Livingston, UK

The names Steve, 43, Dom. Working, single, father of 2. 5ft10, average build, shaved head, pierced, tattooed, scarred, pot ugly, get with the nickname. I love me and I have an angel watching over me. You think I care how I look when Im this blessed? Ill answer that, do I hell! The only time ill care how you look is if the ropes on you are too tight. God bless the angels, god bless the gargoyles, goddess bless us all.

Good points, I hope I have some. Ill leave it to you find them out. Im not adverse to caring, understanding, showing emotion, listening, romance. Ive been told Im a good person so again Ill leave the labelling of my good points and traits to you.

Bad points, hell yes, Im no angel, never was, never will be and just as proud of my bad self. I can be arrogant, self centered, opinionated and generally too much to take. We all have our moments. Ive also been told Im a bad bastard so again Ill leave that to you. Heres my take on it, if you deserve my love youll receive my love, show respect and you will get my respect. Fuck with me and I will fuck with you.

Lovelife, Single, I guess Im looking. Ive been around the block in both directions. Ive loved every woman Ive been with and in my thoughts and heart I still do. Ive had my share of regrets, bad choices and heartbreak but I love living in hope. One day Ill crack that nut and find the right one. Do I believe in the right one, course I do and If Im lucky Ill find her. Regardless tho Ill get to the end of my life with a smile on my face and a glow in my heart for all my lovers past.

I have loads of interests, lets start with and in no particular order....

Music - all kinds from gregorian chant, classical to modern rock and pop, my tastes are always developing in this field. As a kid I was brought up on the beatles, rolling stones, 60's a genre I love. The 70's hmmm some I like some I dont, for me tho the electric guitar sounds and synths get my vote, tangerine dream, jethro tull that kinda thing. The 80's OMG what happened then? still some good tunes did arrive, mostly I went with rock at this time, dire straits, silver chair, pink floyd, inxs come to mind. Also the rave/dance scene where in my life then, I loved all the flashing/strobbing lights and heavy bass beats, still do although its without the alcohol/drug induced states of altered consciousness nowadays. The 90's sees me heading down the path of hiphop, rap, rnb. Cypress hill, Dr Dre my two favs. Nowadays its a good mixture from Em to Elizadolittle, Connie ray, Norah Jones, Pendulum, a right spagbog of artists these days. Fav tune from the 60's Locomotion, 70's God save the queen, 80's Dont leave me this way 90's Scooby Snacks, at present Skinny Jeans. Im also self taught on the guitar to no great effect I might add, however I do play my own music and I fingerpick all my tunes, something I am proud of. My music school teacher said I dont have a musical bone in my body. I decided recently to prove her wrong, again something Im proud of and something Ill never prove to her, my kind of justice and humour. I also have my kids involved in music now at an early age, percussion, recorder, keyboard guitars and violins. Music I love and I could probably quote a few good lines on music however Ill settle happily for my own take on this, it feeds the soul, it pulls the heart and can be the inspiration and motivation for a great many deeds. Ok thats music, big nutshell.

Movies/TV, again my tastes are varied here. In general I like sci-fi/fantasy style movies, old movies matinee style and anything that gets your mind thinking. The old black and whites/technicolor hammy acting genre. Ill watch most, however get me to sit with you to watch a movie and ill probably just end up with my lips buried in your neck with every intention of pinning you to the sofa, with the exception of my male friends that is. As for TV, you might get me to watch csi, crime, drama, dr who for sure. Dont expect me to watch easties, corrie or anything like that. If I can learn from it Ill watch it.

Books/Stories, I will read a book if I have an interest in it, fact or fiction. I also write stories, personal to me and you and if you wish about you, again fact or fiction. Heres a story from me with a lot of layers and a lot of double meanings about things I love.

The Angel and the rock.

A long time ago or a short time ago, its hard to tell with time when lifetimes get all rolled up into one. so for the sake of this tale a time ago, there was rock with no form other than that of a rock. The thing about this rock tho that made it different from all the other rocks was amazing, for in the very depths of this rock there was a heart. noone had ever seen a rock with a heart before nor did they know what to do with it. People came from all over to rest there head on the rock and listen. for some it couldnt be heard, for others they clearly heard the beating from within, no matter who came tho noone could move the rock. Many tried and all failed. what use is a rock with a heart and what use would it be if they could not take it with them. So time passed on and people passed by and the rock stayed where it had always been from the begining. One day tho an angel came by, tired and weary from her flight and feeling down from all the hard work of keeping souls from falling from grace, the angel lay down. As the angel slept she could hear a beating from nearby, although she could not see where it came from she did however look at the rock and smile. What an odd looking rock she thought but exhausted she started to fall asleep again. It wasnt long before she stirred again to the sound of the rythmic beating sounding closer than before. The angel opened her eyes and looked directly at the rock, this time she knew the rock was making the sound. What could it be that makes the rocks sound, just then the rock moved closer. The angel having no fear of the unknown held out a hand and did not flinch as the rock came closer. You are making that sound said the angel and i think i know what it is. How can this be thought the angel, the rock has a heart. The beating of the rocks heart got louder and more rythmic as the angel lay her head on the rock to listen, It was then she realised this was no ordinary rock and placed her arms around it. As the angel embraced the rock she felt its strength and it will as strong as her own. You are special said the angel, i will hold you all night if you wish. The rock did not move and the angel began to fall into such a deep sleep, the sleep of peace and serenity that only an angel can sleep. As the angel slept her hand moved rythmically over the rock, caring and caressing. The rocks heart began to warm from the angels touch and soon enough the warmth radiated outwards onto the angel and all around her. As the night passed and the stars had finished twinkling, the day began to rise. The angel knowing that dawn was upon them woke to greet the sun, to her amazement there before her was the image of a man, not any man but the man she had dreamt of many times and had never found. How could this be? thought the angel. The man looked at her and smiled, although still stone he was alive, how could he not be since his heart was beating in perfect harmony with the angels. The angel smiled and uttered the words I see you, The man smiled and said I have always been here, many have came and many have passed but none came that did not want to take, I am not for the taking said the man. Only someone that could give love and share there dreams would really know i was there, you have done that and now i stand before you a man. I give your love back and share my dreams with you, my heart beats as it has always done but now it has warmth in it, a warmth that you alone put there. I am stone still for i need to be to stand the tests of time and to be with the one i love. The angel beamed and said you were made for me. The man smiled You made the man you see standing before you, i will always be by yourside, my heart will always fill you with warmth and my love will stand eternal.Only now do i move, only now am i free to be with you. I am all your love and you are my angel, together we shall stand, together we shall protect all that is good. The angel smiled and took the hand of the man and lifted him from the ground and into the clouds. Love breaks down all barriers manmade or not, love carries all that is good and love is eternal. x God bless man and god bless the angels!!!!.......

Religion, well I have a faith, I guess its a mix of pagan/wiccan/spirtitualist/christian. I love crystals, candles, incense, magic. Again I am self taught here and have followed a creed if you will since I was a kid. I believe in a great many things I cannot see or prove or even begin to understand and why not, the universe is big enough for me and my faith in it. I love ritual, meditation and anything in this field that encourages personal self growth. Its a lifetime of learning and im still a kid where this is concerned. That may be an over estimate of my understanding of all things and thats a treat. I guess my motto here would be along the lines of Do unto others as you would have be done unto you, harm none. Ultimately live life as best you can and love, for the sake of your soul/mind depending on your take on religion, it dont matter, love something.

Gaming, yes Im a gamer, I have been gaming since the zx80 and the zx81 came out, ive had almost every brand of pc going and every console going since the beginning. I play a lot of different types of games but its a mood thing with what I will be playing at any given time. Im solitary or sociable in this interest, however I do not discuss gaming with anyone not involved in gaming. If your interested then hook up with me on xbox, same nickname. Time and a place thing for me.

Work, work is work, I work to live not live to work.

Life, Life is for sharing and I will share in all things, on a domestic level Ill do more than my share but only to free up more time to dominate you. Im a grown man and can look after myself and my surroundings. If I want you to wash the dishes its because Im going to torment you in the process with my lips on your neck, one hand in your pants and another hovering over your backside just incase you stop doing as I asked you.

BDSM, If I have to have a label to go with my outtake on this, Im a Dom and mostly Im a Bedroom Dom. That can be from morning till night and not exclusively contained in the bedroom. If you want dominated then give me your permission to do just that and I will. When you reach your limit, say so, stay and be loved or walk out the door free. As for my interests in this field, hah, like I would restrict myself. In the end its all down to my submissive and that is personal for everyone.

Personal note. Show a chickcharnie some respect then thrash the flesh on its arse till Im satisfied and Im not easily or readily satisfied and why would I want to stop with the thrashing in the first place?

There you go then, a little bit about me, feel free to comment, contradict or ignore, the only time ill truly care is when it or I upset you. If thats the case and your all grown up about it then accept my apology or chose ignore and get on with your life. Friend or foe have a blessed life.

This profile was last updated on 23 Sep 11, 12:05 PM.

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