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I'm never too sure what to stick on these without sounding either mad or pompous, so I'll just stick with the facts I guess. I only discovered that the thoughts I'd had galloping around in my head didn't make me a complete freak a few short years back. And when I discovered the world of D/s on the net... wow, what an eye opener! I chatted to people, met a few for coffee and further chats, and learnt even more things about this amazing world, and continued saying "Wow!" a lot.
Then I had the great fortune to meet my master, @somerset73, who helped me take my very first tentative steps into this 'pick 'n' mix' of a world, and who taught me that sometimes it DOES pay to take sweeties from a stranger!
What he says, goes - in most things anyway - but I'm not giving up Marmite for anybody! Although apparently if I eat it I don't get kissed... *sigh*.... so unfair!! ![]()
Anyway, I'm enjoying having him teach me, push my limits and boundaries, and stretch me to try new things, and even things I thought I'd never consider I do now glance at sideways, or from behind a nice, safe cushion, and think "hmm, ok, maybe!"
His experience, sanity (questionable where cars are concerned), and skill make me feel safe enough to give even seriously scary things at least a try - knowing I can trust him to look after me. Tis a nice feeling ![]()
I'd count myself as still relatively inexperienced with all this, having only been active for about a year and a half now, and so I'm learning all the time new things about what makes me tick.
I am usually happy to chat with people and make new friends, and have been accused of being a chat slut, which, in all honesty, I can't deny.
I'm fascinated/horrified in equal measure by some of the more extreme elements of M/s, and a part of me almost resents and possibly fears my desire for the M/s dynamic - however, I can't deny that I do feel far more of a slave to my master than I'd ever have thought possible, and I certainly don't resent, or fear, that aspect... in fact I positively revel in that feeling of being completely his to command, and love the feelings I get submitting to him, whilst at the same time blushing scarlet at the realisation of those feelings. It'd drive me nuts trying to sort out exactly how I feel, so in fact I've given up trying to work out my feelings, they simply ARE! ![]()
D/s is something I need in my relationship, and for me is an integral part of play - I don't do casual play at all, and never will, but I will play with others as part of a scene if he wishes it. I am NOT a brat, but there are times I'm a bit too mouthy for my own good maybe, but that's just me - yet other times I am very submissive, it all depends on the scene and the people. When I'm being very meek I do sometimes wonder if that's boring, but I can't change my nature, and the bottom line is that I want, and need, to make my Dom happy, and I'll strive to do that to the best of my ability.
I enjoy hearing about others thoughts and how they play, and do toddle around to the odd munch or two, where possible.
Generally speaking I'm a bouncy, happy-go-lucky, coffee and bacon loving petrolhead who has an opinion on most things and will talk for England about some, and who loves poking fun at pompous knobs, being by the sea, certain shades of pink, Marmite in all its delicious incarnations, driving and singing along (badly) to 80s music.
Anything else you want to know, just ask - either me or my Master, cos I think you'll find he knows me fairly well
Edited to add, I'm also co-host of the All New Yeovil Munch, details here http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/304796/0/... or here http://fetlife.com/groups/34547/group_posts/1422...
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