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| 29 Nov 11 | Is this Stockholm syndrome? (1) | (29 Nov 11, 1:55 PM by MisstressvsSolicedog) |
| Shortly after leaving school I had to return to pick up my exam results. They should have been sent to my house and not school. I spoke to my former school teacher regading this matter. I could help but call him Sir. He said to myself "I am not Sir to you these days". I just could not bring myself to call him by his first name. For years I could not address him by his first name. | ||
| 20 Jan 10 | Trapped between two lifes | (20 Jan 10, 12:00 AM by sub121) |
| I first got into the scene in 1999. I was not really accepted in the scene for long time due to my excessive drinking and shyness. But going to munches I lost contact with drinking friends. I felt like an outsider with both scene and vanilla. I was trying to keep two worlds happy. I am now more involved in the scene going to various munches and clubs. But I feel the downside of been in the scene I have lost a lot of contact with vanilla friends. Have other people felt this? I made a choice I want to be a part of the scene, but what would have happened if decided I was going to be a weekend drinker [more...] | ||
| 29 Nov 09 | A small step for Sub121 (6) | (30 Nov 09, 1:16 PM by CPeccavi) |
| I have been in the scene since 1999 and dress in various catsuits. Over the years I thought that was me and that was it. I should spend the rest of my fetish/perv life in a cat suit. I went to club Lash as a School girl. I have been today to the Kage in Corset. A good friend has helped with my make-up. I am now trying cross dressing and how it suits myself. My family have already met Sub121 but not myself as a CD. I have shown my family my new shoes. They laughed and joked with me but have given myself support. Can people within the scene give myself helpful advise and support as some have already [more...] | ||
| 12 Oct 09 | No hard luck story lol | (12 Oct 09, 12:41 AM by sub121) |
| http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/posts/188166/ Yes I have not had any beer until now, where I return to this. Its hard been myself. Its hard been be this man when drunk. Its not nice looking at your former yourself knowing that not your former self . | ||
| 4 Oct 09 | Back soon (3) | (5 Oct 09, 12:40 PM by Darkgirl) |
| I am writing due to different reasons I will not be on the scene for a month or two. This is mainly due to work and family. I have been to invited party's and unable to attend. I feel its better to say and hope to see everyone soon. I am sure people will understand. | ||
| 17 Jun 09 | 10 Years in the scene (2) | (22 Jun 09, 9:43 PM by Darkgirl) |
| It has been 10 years in the scene for myself. I first went to a club in Stoke. And from this club ended up at a fetish fair that lead to my myself going to different munch's in Manchester. In 1999 I thought my family must never know why I go away at weekends and now its no issue. They are even past the Madam whiplash jokes these days. I feel the scene encourage my with my PC studies. Would I have been as keen at my studies if it was not for IC? I have kept off the booze. My family are pleased I have friends who encourage myself not to drink. At one point in time felt trapped between two worlds [more...] | ||
| 16 Dec 08 | Merry Christmas | (16 Dec 08, 8:38 PM by sub121) |
| I would like to wish everyone a merry Christmas. I have not been on the scene the past month much. I have made some great friends within the community. I look forward to seeing everyone in the new year. I will be back. | ||
| 11 Sep 08 | Sad day for Sub121 | (11 Sep 08, 11:31 PM by sub121) |
| I have been to my nan funeral today. It has taken it out of myself today. I suppose I have not been a barrel of laughs whilst in the scene recently. My nan was a great lady. She was old school with a heart of gold. I am sad she has gone but a happy with my memoir's. | ||
| 2 Aug 08 | Ok so what. | (2 Aug 08, 12:16 AM by sub121) |
| Yes I have been drinking again. I have not had a alcohol drink for 3 weeks. So what have I failed. I know people at munches do not like my drunken etc. Do people on the scene hate drunks? Do they offer support? Am I just a sub at a club for the Dom's amusement? At least I am honest. | ||
| 15 Apr 08 | The Man I was. (3) | (15 Apr 08, 10:14 PM by Mistress_Evi) |
| A lot people on the scene think I am a decent guy. I suppose the majority of scene people are indifferent to towards myself. I am sure this would apply to most people. Only a few people actually know any individual person. From the age 0f 17 to 25 I was not a nice person to know due to alcohol. It was common for myself to wave a broken beer glass or bottle glass at someone for no good reason. I remember speaking to guy in town and he said "you are a decent guy when you are sober but can"t you just keep off the drink". I have mostly been able to stay away from my former self. I have recently seen [more...] | ||
| 7 Oct 07 | Other People | (7 Oct 07, 7:32 PM by sub121) |
| I was watching TV and saw a report on a boxing fight, and thought how vile this was. How could human fight like this? The main point beaning after the fight both fighters shacked hands etc and there been no hard feeling on the fight. I than remember what I do at weekends IE been tired and whipped etc. Do other people know where i am coming from? | ||
| 13 May 07 | Eurovision the next Post | (13 May 07, 12:30 AM by sub121) |
| I think this is totally rubbish. This Eurovision should be totally banned. This went out with betamax videos and anything bad to do with the 80s. | ||
| 25 Apr 07 | Depressed. (6) | (25 Apr 07, 2:40 PM by Shamonu) |
| I feel depressed 12 months on after my family bereavement. I studied at my courses shutting myself away from the rest of the world. I feel how can I change things I can"t. I hate other funnerals as I go about my daily business. See the coffin brings it all back. | ||
| 21 Apr 07 | My place? (6) | (21 Apr 07, 7:16 PM by sub121) |
| I sometimes go to a single club, there I am one of the youngest but I am to old for the 35 munch. So some people consider me to be the baby of the gang, but another gang I am to old. I like to wear woman cloths but I don"t consider my to be a TV. I am not gay but do prefer female to male. Do people on IC not like me? If you don"t you can suck my toes. | ||
| 17 Apr 07 | Am I a spanking slut? (2) | (18 Apr 07, 5:46 PM by sub121) |
| I know I have not been to a club for a while, but whilst at a club I would love to have my bum spanked. I am not really bothered who does it Woman, ts, tv,or generally anyone who wants to wallop my but. | ||
| 10 Apr 07 | Annoying phrase! | (10 Apr 07, 10:40 PM by sub121) |
| Why do people say "Your alright". This really piss off, why say it conversion? | ||
| 9 Apr 07 | This is Me | (9 Apr 07, 9:24 PM by sub121) |
| I am a sub121. I am not sure so much about a webblog. I have always been dom by girls/woman ie villa life. Most of my friends have been female. I am not gay, the reason why I say this as a lot of gay guys have female friends. But I have fitted in better with the girls ie weight watchers etc. Ok I like to wear dress in female company. Do I fit in with things? | ||
| 11 Dec 06 | Has anyone bumped into a villa mate at a Party (4) | (27 Dec 06, 10:22 PM by Satin_Mistress) |
| Has anyone every seen a family member at a party? Or has any seen a work mate. | ||
| 10 Dec 06 | Brat Club | (10 Dec 06, 8:45 PM by sub121) |
| What is the brat club? if you don"t talk about how do you know about it? | ||
