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| 12 Jun 10 | up and down day | (12 Jun 10, 11:54 AM by rachel1) |
| my little mind is confused beyond believe this morning. [more...] | ||
| 10 Jun 10 | WHAT AN IDIOT (3) | (10 Jun 10, 10:52 PM by rachel1) |
| i have known it deep inside for years but today proved. i have been waiting for ages to get a quiet moment to take some photographs of me in my new blue corset and sent copies to several people and added to my profile here, provided accepted of course. [more...] | ||
| 8 Jun 10 | Is it me or | (8 Jun 10, 9:37 AM by rachel1) |
| when you offer help to someone They think there is an alterier motive. i have offered a few times lately to help people with things both in the vanilla world and elsewhere but some, not all by any means, seem to think i am after sex or getting something back in return. if i didn't want to do it i wouldn't offer. [more...] | ||
| 31 May 10 | Birthday tomorrow. (1) | (31 May 10, 1:03 PM by MissTee) |
| i was looking at my profile just now. i know they say time flies past but i certainly didn't think that tomorrow i will have been on this site for 2 years. [more...] | ||
| 24 May 10 | summer over? (4) | (24 May 10, 8:41 PM by GoddessSharon) |
| It's raining again. So much for summer though i suppose it is still early. After yesterday today has been a lot better for me, thanks to A/all Y/you lovely people out there who write such interesting blogs and articles etc. they have certainly put a smile on my face again though my heart went out to ladybabe2 and her sad lose. it did bring memories of my Goldi back but they seemed easier to deal with today. not sure if it is knowing that others are suffering the same hurt (pity is not the pain that comes from a good spanking etc) or if it just that i am now getting over the initial shock. [more...] | ||
| 23 May 10 | life is so unfair (3) | (23 May 10, 9:26 PM by AmberStClare) |
| Why after such a good day yesterday, mentally wise, did those kids from the next street decide they were going to start pulling down branches to free frisby rather than ask. inside a huge row developed and i just got my coat and started walking. Nowhere in particular with tears running down my face. not a person stopped to ask if i was ok as i was leaning over a bridge. i was calling Goldie as if i was expecting him to come running up to me as he used to. After some time i noticed that the buses had the night bus numbers up. Still i walked and cried. i finished up outside the animal hospital at [more...] | ||
| 22 May 10 | What a day | (22 May 10, 12:20 PM by rachel1) |
| Here i am sitting in the back garden reading a story that i started writing years ago and it got me thing of all the things i have done and had not planned to do, and things i had not done that i had planned to do. Never im my wildest dreams would i have thought i would be writing this here some 30 years ago but here i am. for me it is one of those unplanned things that have given me a purpose. no doubt some will say why did you bother. i dont care i only know that i am happy, more so than in many a long year. knowing i have the dream of serving my superiors. the dream of a sore bottom because someone [more...] | ||
| 20 May 10 | WHAT TO WEAR OR NOT | (20 May 10, 1:57 PM by rachel1) |
| my mind is all over the place at the moment and finding it hard to concentrate on anything. i am hoping to go to the next Edinburgh Violate night but having gone with a white corset and trousers i am trying to think of what i can wear with a blue corset that is different. Mini skirt. [more...] | ||
| 15 May 10 | SAD LITTLE ME | (15 May 10, 10:29 PM by rachel1) |
This morning this little man had to take Goldie, my pet dog of 10years to the vets to put him to sleep so he didn't suffer anymore than needed after the regrowth of a cancer.
at the moment tears of sorrow are flowing like rivers. i feel so alone. i must have been really bad at some stage of my life to be put through all this again.
oh how i wish that those tears were of pain caused by a good dose of bottom beating and that Goldie was still here.
i think i will have to change my nickname as it is going to be painful everytime i log on.
i think i will soon go and curl up and cry myself to sleep. | ||
| 5 May 10 | what a man? | (5 May 10, 6:01 PM by rachel1) |
| Today i had to go and see a counsellor to try to sort my mind out. during our talk the conversation turned to interests and i mentioned the fact that i had only recently been to a club for the first time. he sat bolt upright and said that was probably the best thing i had done for ages. he said keep it up because it will safe your life. it was a bit of a bombshell when he said it but while returning home after i thought about what had been said and realised that he was a lot nearer the mark than i had thought. i will make every effort to follow his wishes. i repeat WHAT A MAN? | ||
| 3 May 10 | suuny days | (3 May 10, 2:46 PM by rachel1) |
| woke this morning to see rays of bright sunlight across the bedroom. what bliss. bank holiday and sunny- what next. it got me thinking about what the year is all about, hence profile change, and some of the things i would like to try. i could just picture myself being led around with just the sun on my back and nothing else, being tied to one of the strong trees there to be beaten for being inappropiatley dressed for a spring flower on my arrival. i do so hope the spring develops into a long sunny summer so that the seed in my mind will develop into a nice tasty fruit for the Superiors to taste [more...] | ||
| 29 Apr 10 | Blue corset | (29 Apr 10, 10:17 PM by rachel1) |
| it arrived today while i was asleep dreaming of wearing it and where i could wear it out clubs. i am at work at the moment on a tea break and have got it on under the uniform shirt. my it does feel good. only trouble is now i will have to put more holes in the belt or get a smaller pair of trousers. suppose the boss would wonder how i had just lost about 4 inches. maybe i will stick with the belt. i still wonder why women often complain about them saying they uncomfortable. i cant say that i have noticed any, except if i have to bend down but hey everything has got drawbacks somewhere. next on the [more...] | ||
| 28 Apr 10 | still waiting | (28 Apr 10, 10:28 AM by rachel1) |
| my elation seems a bit subdued today. took my dog to the vets this morning, he has got cancer growing again after 2 ops. he has weeks rather than months to go now. i am really down. to cap it all the new corset that should have been here this morning hasn't arrived. i was so looking forward to trying it on. i hope that something goes right today to pick me up again. there is still time for that to happen though i cant see it. i suppose will have too wait until next week when i finish my shifts at work. hopefully the corset will have arrived, goldie will still be alive and kicking. so many things [more...] | ||
| 27 Apr 10 | NewCorset | (27 Apr 10, 8:47 AM by rachel1) |
| i am on cloud nine. just had e-mail stating that the one i have been waiting for was posted yesterday. it will make a change wearing a coloured one instead of the white one i have been wearing. the white one has proved to comfortable which has surpised me yet a bit of a challenge. getting used to tying it up alone is not the easiest thing to do. or at least i dont think it is. no doubt some of you lady wearers will tell me different. | ||
| 25 Apr 10 | violate 24 april edinburgh | (25 Apr 10, 2:34 AM by rachel1) |
| i attended this event as being my first visit to such a thing. i would like to thank everyone there for making me feel so welcome and helping me to overcome a severe bout of nervousness. i would also like to thank those that gave me advice and my initial real life feel of the joyous pain that can be felt in pleasant surroundings and company.
i will definatly recommend these events to my friends.
hope to see one and all and more soon.
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| 30 Aug 08 | HOW CAN I GET EXPERIENCE (2) | (30 Aug 08, 12:11 PM by firemynx_B) |
| I am a man who wants to be able to submit to a dominant lady's demands but cant do it 24/7 as i am married to a lady who isn't in the slightest bit interested in dominating, just the opposite really. i know i could pay to visit a proffssional Mistress but having to spend lots on the house for the ill partner money isn't exactly available for such pleasures. Any people i have talked to on-line in sites like this always run a mile when they know I am married. Does it mean I have to be dishonest and lie about my marrital status to gain any contacts. I do hope not as I believe the whole BDSM lifestyle [more...] | ||
