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| 22 Jan 08 | What I think I want (a romantic ramble)... (5) | (29 Jan 12, 11:15 PM by LittleBaldy) |
| I want a feeling that I belong to someone physically and mentally, to be consumed with lust and devotion and the desire to serve them. I'm a romantic and I want to be infatuated, giddy and swept away. [more...] | ||
| 10 Nov 11 | Room wanted in Manchester! (1) | (13 Jan 12, 6:20 PM by Khalia) |
| Hello, [more...] | ||
| 4 Jan 12 | 2011/2012 (Getting out of debt, gratitude & goals) (4) | (4 Jan 12, 8:07 PM by Muttley68) |
| I've seen a couple of the recent blogs reviewing 2011/setting resolutions for next year and as usual with most things, I'm late to the party. I wasn't going to write one because I didn't think I actually had anything to say, I thought that 2011 had ticked along the same as every other year, with nothing new or interesting happening. I feel most of the time that nothing ever changes, life just plods along year after year. [more...] | ||
| 10 Jan 11 | Don't be blinded by my fire. (6) | (3 Jan 12, 4:54 PM by PleasureDom76) |
| Please don't think you know me, [more...] | ||
| 15 Nov 11 | Worship (1) | (15 Nov 11, 9:43 PM by inappropriate) |
| I've been made to drink piss before, both mine and other peoples. In fact the other people didn't ask, they inflicted it and I accepted it out of service. It has always been humiliating and subduing because I didn't like it but I submitted to it. That humiliation and submission was erotic and affecting and delicious. [more...] | ||
| 7 Nov 11 | Control. (2) | (7 Nov 11, 10:27 AM by flamesdesire) |
| I'd forgotten how it feels. [more...] | ||
| 9 Oct 11 | I adored you. (8) | (10 Oct 11, 9:56 AM by tallulahme) |
| I adore you. [more...] | ||
| 25 Sep 11 | Burn (4) | (25 Sep 11, 11:06 PM by poutanaki) |
| When hurting me makes him hard, this makes me happy, and I want to take all he wants to give. I want to see the fire in his eyes, and I want to burn for him. [more...] | ||
| 21 Sep 11 | the absence of you | (21 Sep 11, 4:01 AM by poutanaki) |
| Almost 4am and I should be asleep. [more...] | ||
| 15 Sep 11 | In the absence of pain? Chips! | (15 Sep 11, 7:54 PM by poutanaki) |
| Today I tweeted: "Maybe I should stay in the house and not speak to anyone when I have #pms I think I may go a teeny tiny bit crazy :S" [more...] | ||
| 22 May 11 | The wolf at the door. (2) | (1 Sep 11, 11:13 PM by HalloweenWhite) |
| I am only a smidgen of wanting away from climbing the fucking walls. [more...] | ||
| 11 May 11 | The habit of a lifetime... (4) | (15 May 11, 1:26 PM by femsup) |
| Emotional repression. It's the habit of a lifetime. [more...] | ||
| 4 May 11 | The big C | (4 May 11, 10:18 PM by poutanaki) |
| Three years ago, just after I lost my sister I told the universe, "that's it now, don't let anyone else in my family get cancer, that's enough". The idea of going through that ever again was horrific. [more...] | ||
| 12 Mar 11 | Piss pig. (10) | (21 Apr 11, 10:02 PM by Mistress_Shy) |
| When I think about it now, I get a slight shiver of disgust. I am reminded of the stickiness of the piss on my face and the acrid bitter taste in my mouth. [more...] | ||
| 9 Apr 11 | Fuck I'm horny. (7) | (11 Apr 11, 12:32 AM by darlingnicki) |
| Fuck I'm horny. [more...] | ||
| 10 Apr 11 | The importance of being earnest. (5) | (10 Apr 11, 9:29 PM by touch_of_taboo) |
| I am sure I am not the only person in the world who has trouble deciding what they want. Though in fact, in all honesty I know exactly what I want. The difficulty lies in finding it. I am not sure it even exists, not fully formed and complete, the way it is in my head. [more...] | ||
| 7 Mar 11 | Cocks and Cunts (1) | (8 Mar 11, 8:14 PM by femsup) |
| Cocks are quite nice, I don't find them ugly I mean, I quite like looking at them from time to time, they can be rather beautiful and arousing. [more...] | ||
| 27 Feb 11 | I miss you. (5) | (28 Feb 11, 12:40 AM by Grownup_Frankie) |
| Big Sis, I miss you. [more...] | ||
| 1 Oct 09 | My Model of Success (6) | (27 Feb 11, 7:41 PM by Amante_Velora) |
| The book I'm reading about procrastination has a section about models of success and failure. People in our lives when we were young, who were either the kind of people we wanted to be, or the kind of people we knew we didn't want to be. I have been thinking who my models were. [more...] | ||
| 30 Jul 10 | Owned. (6) | (27 Feb 11, 7:32 PM by Salararius) |
| I want to hate you a little bit sometimes [more...] | ||
