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| 28 Feb 05 | moving back to kent i hope | (28 Feb 05, 11:11 PM by mazadan) |
| in a few months time i am going to move from dear old oldham back to my home county of kent settling back down in maidstone. the main reason is i cannot get over the break up of my relationship with my ex she has had such an effect on my life. and i feel so cut off here what is one suppose to do. so i have decided that in a few months when i have tied up all loose end and sorted a transfer with my job i am going back to kent. i am looking to make a few friends before i get back down there. i have family there of course but i have no social contacts would love to from some peopel who live in kent [more...] | ||
| 28 Feb 05 | computers bah humbug | (28 Feb 05, 8:38 PM by mazadan) |
| well would you belive it after months of behaveing itself my pc has stred to throw wobblies again. now when i stick a cd or cdr in the slot or even a dvd i get halfway through what i am doing then it decides it wants to reboot, doesent ask me mind justdoes it of it own back. and the error report a device driver bah humbug i know the problem it is five years old and upgraded to its limits now will have to retire it to become my server and get a new one, so at least i can go assasinating goblins and the like in icewind dale one day i might get to finish the game so i can start over with a new team [more...] | ||
| 28 Feb 05 | let it snow | (28 Feb 05, 11:34 AM by mazadan) |
| well went to bed late got involved with a computer game called alpha centauri bit off the beaten trake for me i normally play rpg's and it is balders gate i play or one of it off shoots, come for not wanting to buy a telly i suppose and i find they are enjoyable. went to bed at three this mornign and awke to a white out, which will make cycleing interesting tonight when i go to work not for the snow but the slush yeach!!! as long as it dont get tooooo windy i will ok if a little cold. makes me wonder i bet there will be one ortwo out there who looked out side and took a day off just in case they [more...] | ||
| 27 Feb 05 | feeling better i think , loneliness. cooking | (27 Feb 05, 7:32 PM by mazadan) |
| Well dear folks this time last week i was in hell i thought i would die well atleast that is what it felt like at the time. I had a kidney infection though in casualty the doc had intially told me i starined a muscle. luckyly i did know a little different as i know what a strained muscle feels like. and told him so , well staff nurse took a sample and lo and beholdhe said oh! you have an infected kidney wrote me out a script, i got the said anti bios and now a week later i am buzzing again........ [more...] | ||
| 21 Feb 05 | pain verse pain (2) | (21 Feb 05, 4:54 PM by lucky_1) |
| i do like to recieve a good caneing and belting amongst others things and the pain i feel is very good well pleasure and pain are bedfellows. but last sunday i thought i would die i got in from work sat down for a swift tea then though i would pop off to bed for a few hours i sleep in the afternoons well from about midday til i get up at about 6:00 in the eve. but a small ache in my back turned into the most excrutiating pain i have ever felt and i though i would die. and for the first time i felt so alone i do live on my own here and that was a disadvantage i feel. well went to A&E they looked [more...] | ||
| 17 Feb 05 | out on a limb or just stuck in nomans land | (17 Feb 05, 8:15 PM by mazadan) |
| As i sit here in my small domicile, i look around and wonder where life is takeing me. i see the trombone and other instruments. and missing playing in a band will have to get a little van and get one to gether. but i wonder what life has instore for me. i have been on here for a couple of years but only recently went full force into seeking out that which is elusive a ful time 24/7 Ma'am. but patience is the key here. i do try and find chat friends on here but is always difficult. i blame most of the male population on the net for this as when i have talked to people in the past they are often [more...] | ||
| 16 Feb 05 | fat fingers on the fiddle and food | (16 Feb 05, 9:57 PM by mazadan) |
I sunk my soul into music again, and thought well not tried the fiddle or classical guitar.
so after some deliberation about weather to part ex my melodeon, I plumped for a nice little number from hobgoblin, a fully set up fiddle and nice tone , a little later when getting a spare bow for said fiddle a nice classical/Spanish guitar was purchased. That's when I realized that trombones are a damn site easier to play. The trombone being my first instrument and the one I love to play when I get the chance to (bit loud you see)  .
but I enjoy it I used to be in a couple of bands but due to life getting [more...]
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| 15 Feb 05 | mazadans random jottings 3 | (15 Feb 05, 7:30 PM by mazadan) |
| Well it is early evening and i am listenings to the goons as i type this out. what originality they had. [more...] | ||
| 15 Feb 05 | the random jottings of mazadan 2 "memos" | (15 Feb 05, 1:21 PM by mazadan) |
| the memo facilty on here is good. But i think it is also a lost cause in a way. i only speak for my self on this subject, i seek friends in the life style and who knos where it may lead. dont get to many munches as i work a sort of night shift so it does make it hard to get out especially at the end of the week, so i utilise the memeo board as a way of meeting people. but often it seems to fall on barren ground. [more...] | ||
| 2 Feb 05 | the random jottings of mazadan | (2 Feb 05, 8:20 PM by mazadan) |
| What a day well went to work this morning as ones does. the cycle ride is quite good it is a 7.5 mile ride in and it is making me fitter by the day. My new regime in life style is slowly working . [more...] | ||
| 31 Jan 05 | new friends or looking for intellingent life on planet earth | (31 Jan 05, 11:46 PM by mazadan) |
| out there in the world i am sure there some people with the same vies omn life like my self. [more...] | ||
| 31 Jan 05 | life the universe et al | (31 Jan 05, 9:15 PM by mazadan) |
| Well life goes on muct the same here at mazadans domicile. saw Ma'am over the weekend and we were discussing about going out to a munch and a few clubs so as to net work. i need to make a few friends well lots really. i do have a wide range of tastes, the only thing i find some what boring is sport, more into reading at the mo i am reading Ovid's Metormorphosis, and the claiming of beauty by Anne Rice. started guitar playing well classical/spanics got a faire way to go on that and will be starting fiddle soon, ig music be the food of love i have a veritable orgy going on here sometimes what with [more...] | ||
| 29 Jan 05 | new weblogger here (3) | (29 Jan 05, 2:25 PM by corriander_THM) |
| Well i have decided to, kee a journal on here to complement the one i keep for Ma'am, though what i put on here will be a little different. i am an erstwhile Baker with a fondness for music i play trombone and am slowly learning guitar and fiddle. i need to discipline my self in putting time by for thos e i used to be good at doing that but these past few eyars procrastination has crept in. M aybe this will be a way of getting it under my belt. [more...] | ||
