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| 3 Feb 08 | giving up.... (9) | (5 Feb 08, 5:23 PM by BowJest) |
| Tuesday 5th is Shrove Tuesday...so please don't forget Your lemons and golden syrup for the pancakes....but... [more...] | ||
| 12 Jan 08 | a marked girl (7) | (13 Jan 08, 6:13 PM by subterranean) |
| i am a marked girl...in the most glorious, wonderful and meaningful way possible to me. [more...] | ||
| 20 Dec 07 | The Best Gift (1) | (20 Dec 07, 5:10 PM by GoddessMia) |
| It was my birthday on Saturday, not usually something i really celebrate…so close to Christmas…trying to cope with the pre-holiday work load that invariably occurs as i desperately try to fit five weeks worth of work into two or three….and just a general acceptance that it really isn't that important….to me or anyone else… However, this year was different…this year…i had, virtually, been ordered to accept that not only would it be celebrated but that i was to have a little party too… [more...] | ||
| 1 Dec 07 | Head Space......... (3) | (10 Dec 07, 5:34 PM by naughtywillis) |
| ((please see previous weblog))….following on from the Hawthornes College weekend i think i am having a tad of a problem returning to reality head space…… [more...] | ||
| 27 Nov 07 | the BEST weekend.... (2) | (28 Nov 07, 4:27 PM by silversub1947) |
| For a very first experience ever of attending a (CP) college…i have just had THE BEST weekend of my life…… [more...] | ||
| 18 Nov 07 | i have made mistakes... (3) | (18 Nov 07, 11:16 PM by x_Thunder_x) |
| i've caused hurt to Those Who cared...and however unintentional it does not change the fact that it was solely my action or inaction that caused the hurt... [more...] | ||
| 17 Nov 07 | Saturday night | (17 Nov 07, 8:17 PM by kesriel) |
| sitting alone...poodling away at some long overdue correspondence the old fashioned way (hand writing letters)...drinking a very well chilled glass of rather decent chablis...with my little fluffy Mr Mackie curled up on my lap purring away and keeping me warm...listening to some really mellow jazz in the background... [more...] | ||
| 11 Nov 07 | N O T C (1) | (16 Nov 07, 10:11 PM by Tepees) |
| an utterly WONDERFUL evening...FABULOUS event...GREAT fun.....just...blissful [more...] | ||
| 18 Oct 07 | Macbeth (8) | (18 Oct 07, 12:15 PM by pack_of_crayons) |
| Macbeth (The Gielgud, London) is magnificent.... [more...] | ||
| 10 Oct 07 | a personal fear (4) | (14 Oct 07, 12:48 PM by Navare) |
| i am afraid [more...] | ||
| 16 Sep 07 | i will be... (2) | (26 Sep 07, 2:19 PM by BeeDee) |
| i think of many things, too much, Many would say. i think of the things i have been taught, the things i have learnt and the things i still hope Another will teach me. There is much i would have wished never to have known, much i would have hoped never to have felt, But there are still so many dreams... [more...] | ||
| 8 Jul 07 | Such an emptiness (2) | (9 Jul 07, 5:02 AM by kesriel) |
| in my heart....that i feel if You listen close enough...You will hear the sound of waves breaking on the shore...... | ||
| 26 Jun 05 | frightened to die.....frightened to live | (26 Jun 05, 9:43 AM by kesriel) |
| my hands tremble...fingers curled into fists rubbing childishly against my eyes...not bleary by sleep but by tears than ran unchecked accross my cheeks through the night...the pale red lines run sore [more...] | ||
| 24 Mar 05 | The difference... | (24 Mar 05, 6:11 AM by kesriel) |
| it is not the how... [more...] | ||
| 27 Feb 05 | Did You ever realise...? (3) | (28 Feb 05, 12:16 AM by Flogher) |
| i sit upon the carpeted floor of the downstairs coffee shop, the lights are dimmed and the candlelight flickers longs shadows against the darkly painted walls that are sprinkled liberally with erotic art that i try desperately to avoid looking at. my legs are crossed, ankles tucked beneath my calves, toes curling tightly as i hear another set of boots upon the spiral staircase; my fingers tighten their grip about the wide base of the tea cup and i catch the softness of my lower lip between my teeth, nibbling nervously as i await Your presence. [more...] | ||
| 21 Feb 05 | Just to say... (2) | (22 Feb 05, 7:47 AM by MsIsis) |
| i just wished to say a very sincere thank You...to Those Who have commented (via e-mail/IM) upon my previous weblog of 20th [see "please...rescue me]. [more...] | ||
| 20 Feb 05 | Please...rescue me | (20 Feb 05, 3:11 PM by kesriel) |
| [An open letter to the One Who permits me serve] [more...] | ||
| 3 Jan 05 | so many new things, so many new hopes. | (3 Jan 05, 10:22 AM by kesriel) |
| i start this year with so much to hope for, so many more things to clutch close to me in the prayer that they might bring me joy and affirmation within this life. [more...] | ||