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| 7 Jan 11 | a rather odd day | (7 Jan 11, 10:08 PM by LittleMissEvil) |
| This is kind of a weird entry, today after work I was sat waiting for the bus and the oddest thoughts popped in to my head and made me giggle. Now the whole subject area of what happened isn't funny by a long shot, it was the few hours after I had someone try to rape me. But the three thoughts that popped in to my head was firstly about having to stand outside of a canopy to have a cigarette with a police man, cause the smoking ban in the UK had come in to effect the week or so before and he said if I stood under it he would have to give me a £50 fine. [more...] | ||
| 12 Sep 10 | i am alive (2) | (13 Sep 10, 7:16 AM by LittleMissEvil) |
| Haven't really done a blog in a while so I thought I would do a little blog, just to let people know I am still alive and haven't fallen in to a big black hole. So of late I have moved in to a flat of my own, and away from the sulking moaning gayboy who I was living with. I am finding it rather nice and relaxing to have a place to myself and not have to worry about other people. [more...] | ||
| 30 Aug 10 | Hypersexuality (1) | (31 Aug 10, 9:17 AM by The_Colonel_Whatwhat) |
| Is one of the worst things you can ever have to put up with; it may sound like a load of fun but the reality of it is it's a nightmare. When it's been at its worst I have done people I would never normally consider. If out of all of my symptoms could get rid of one then this would be the one I would get rid of. To have days and weeks when all you can think about is sex, when all you want to do is have sex is a nightmare. [more...] | ||
| 10 Aug 10 | help i need ...... (2) | (11 Aug 10, 4:49 PM by LittleMissEvil) |
| The worst thing about being manic; not that there are many bad things about it. Is getting horny all the time when you are single. Mind you I have found some ex's have had issues with that when I have been seeing people as well. I think I need a bipolar gf cause hopefully we would sync mood swings and thus both crave sex lots at the same time! | ||
| 10 Aug 10 | Psychiatric Hotline (6) | (10 Aug 10, 9:49 PM by Spankeasy) |
| Welcome to the Psychiatric Hotline. If you are obsessive-compulsive, please press 1 repeatedly. [more...] | ||
| 10 Aug 10 | Its nearly over...... (1) | (10 Aug 10, 2:28 AM by Peccavi) |
| Its nearly over, that is the stay with my current flatmate the 22 year old who is going on about 6. Any of you who have had the pleasure of meeting him, albeit briefly the 'star trek' incident lol. Will know he's a little odd and having lived with him for the past 15 months or so I think the use of the word little odd is an understatement. [more...] | ||
| 3 Aug 10 | So it's true; I am insane (6) | (3 Aug 10, 11:38 AM by Peccavi) |
| I have tried to sit and wright something comical and with a light hearted spin on what happened today. But every time I tried it seemed somewhat insensitive. I know I am talking about myself but to make fun of something that is considered so serious was just something I couldn't do. I can joke about it with certain people but I think this being more public then it doesn't seem right to do that. I know that this is my own blog and I can put what I like on it; but I guess some things deserve some reverence in public. [more...] | ||
| 23 Jul 10 | I hate it! (3) | (25 Jul 10, 11:52 AM by Masters_Delight) |
| I hate this, I hate how I am; it's not fair it's like this is some kind of punishment for doing something. It's one of those things you wonder why me? What have I done to end up like this? I take my pills like a good little person and yet they are not 100% the past week has been a nightmare, and I really don't know what to do. When I first knew about it all I looked it up like anyone would and wondered why the suicide rate of people like this is so high, and yes it could be down to the whole depressive state and non-rational thoughts but right now I understand why it is so high. [more...] | ||
| 5 Jul 10 | Go Me! (3) | (6 Jul 10, 6:55 AM by LittleMissEvil) |
| Well I now have a proper job using my degree, which I haven't finished yet but that's just a technicality, I saw what I thought would be a great job advertised for a pa/legal assistant a few weeks back so I decided to go for broke and apply for it. Then on Thursday I got a phone call about it saying I had an interview for it this morning. [more...] | ||
| 3 Jul 10 | My shiny new pills (1) | (3 Jul 10, 7:53 AM by epona74) |
| Well anyone who knows me will know that I have always had an aversion to being medicated. I never liked how I felt when taking pills to make me more 'normal' but this time faced with the worst episode I have had, I decided it was best to bite the bullet and go down that road. Like anything it's always a bit of a medicine roundabout, when it comes to playing with these types of meds. [more...] | ||
| 17 Jun 10 | what to do? (5) | (18 Jun 10, 9:59 PM by mstrmike2008) |
| The past 10 days or so have been an interesting experience, now anyone who knows me well will know I can be in one of 3 main moods. Now what I thought was the most common is the normal mood where I am just the same as anyone else, then there is my dark mood and when I say dark I mean dark were not talking depression that most people will feel we are talking full on 24/7 suicidal thoughts and very very introverted and quiet. Then finally there is the mood I rather enjoy well in the most part, the happy, euphoric I don't give a crap mood; now where as I enjoy it those around me may not enjoy it [more...] | ||
| 13 Jun 10 | when you think to much (1) | (14 Jun 10, 1:23 PM by Phoenyx) |
| I have been doing some thinking and stuff today, well truth be told I can't do anything but think today, hence the second weblog of the day. But I was thinking about ex's, not the best of things to think about I guess. But thinking about it and still being friends with most of them I know what most of them are up to and what not. [more...] | ||
| 13 Jun 10 | very frustrated! (1) | (13 Jun 10, 5:01 PM by Talullah_Red) |
| The past two weeks have really pissed me off, some of it doesn't bother me that much but what has really pissed me off is what my flatmate has gone and done. Now he graduated from university this time last year and since then had been working in a bar looking for as he put it a 'proper job'. Though his hunt for a job would happen in fits and starts normally when someone pissed him off at work he would have a seven to ten day intensive look for a new job, then things would settle down at work and he would go back to being all happy there and not wanting to find a new job. [more...] | ||
| 2 Jun 10 | LGBT Dissertation help please! (27) | (4 Jun 10, 10:40 AM by polyanna) |
| Ok people after today being told I have to go a head to do my dissertation next year, I now have to narrow down my subject area a lot as the question in my proposal was very wide, so I am in need of a little help with this. [more...] | ||
| 31 May 10 | What a waste of 8 months (6) | (1 Jun 10, 7:38 AM by River_Deep) |
| We humans are rather odd creatures; we are one of the few animals that have sex for the sake of it. We have realised that sex is fun, it doesn't have to lead to the making of new life and that it can be with just about any type of person, who is of legal age, be them female, male or someone who identifies as some where in between. [more...] | ||
| 29 May 10 | I just want it to stop (6) | (30 May 10, 12:58 AM by Wings_of_a_Butterfly) |
| Why does it still keep affecting me, its nearly been 3 years now and yet things still trigger feelings that hurt or make me feel scared. The last time something triggered it was kind of my own fault for going to some lectures at uni on rape. Then last night when I was waiting for the bus home a man, who looked similar to the bastard, came over to me and tried to start talking to me. Normally it would have been ok as I would have had music on and been able to ignore but for some reason I didn't have it on. The whole situation had similarities to what happened, and I started too really panic. [more...] | ||
| 8 May 10 | Why I want a Labour-Lib Coalition (15) | (17 May 10, 11:54 PM by nortyboy) |
| Now anyone who knows me may think this is very odd, I am a paid up member of the conservative party yet I am saying I want to see a Labour-Liberal lead coalition government. This is all very easy to explain and I shall now do my best to tell anyone who reads this why I think that is “good” thing. [more...] | ||
| 15 May 10 | Is it really worth it? | (15 May 10, 12:20 PM by LittleMissEvil) |
| Last night was the first time in near on 6 months since I last wore a corset, and owch was it uncomfortable. The big problem I have is having taken up an unhealthy obsession with the gym my body has changed shape and fat has been replaced with muscle in certain areas. Which is great in one respect as I can now happily cycle 100 miles in a week comfortably; but it means now that my corset doesn't fit nicely and pinches in the wrong places. Ahh well I guess all this means is I will have to get a new one made once I am happy with my body from the gym. | ||
| 26 Apr 10 | 3am musings (3) | (26 Apr 10, 2:28 PM by totallycoverme) |
| Ok as I sit here wide awake when I should be asleep, something that of late has been happening a lot. My mind starts to wonder about everything. I would say that right now in general I am doing ok, I am enjoying my degree, I have some great friends, and I have a direction in life that I am happy with. I know just where I want to go and I know what I need to do to get there, which I suppose is a rare thing. Yet there is a void, a great big gaping chasm in my life and there has been for a while now. [more...] | ||
| 15 Apr 10 | 21 years ago today (4) | (15 Apr 10, 7:26 PM by PoppyBlue) |
| Today to most people is just April the 15 nothing special in that, but to a lot of people it's a day forever marked in the memories as the day when 96 people went to a game of football and never came home. As its now 21 years to the day of the Hillsborough disaster, so today I ask that who ever you support you just take a short part out of you're day and think about those who tragically lost their lives 21 years ago today. | ||
