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| 20 Nov 03 | Struggles | (20 Nov 03, 11:54 PM by LittleEl) |
| My blog has been silent for a long, long time. I had never really intended to use it again....but "never say never". These past few months I have been all but dead to the scene, attending nothing, meeting a few people only occasionally. Perhaps more tellingly, I have not been playing. A sub without a Dom - but am I sub?? [more...] | ||
| 10 Jun 03 | Damn | (10 Jun 03, 1:16 AM by LittleEl) |
| I promised myself I wouldn't weblog, but I'm going to anyway. [more...] | ||
| 30 Mar 03 | Why I will never be Domme | (30 Mar 03, 12:23 PM by LittleEl) |
| Several times I have considered how it would be on the other end of the cane. But today I realised just why it won't eever happen.... [more...] | ||
| 29 Mar 03 | Ideal Homes, BDSM style | (29 Mar 03, 8:43 PM by LittleEl) |
| I managed to persuade flogher of the need to visit the Ideal Home Show at Earl's Court today....and weren't we glad we went!! [more...] | ||
| 17 Mar 03 | First ever BBB | (17 Mar 03, 7:24 PM by LittleEl) |
| I wanted to say how pleased I was to meet a large number of fabulous folks who until now I have simply known through their weblogs. What a treat to find such genuine warmth, I hope that these are the beginnings of lasting friendships. If only life could always be like that <sigh>. I feel very blessed, and hope to catch up with everyone again very soon. | ||
| 12 Mar 03 | Positive submission | (12 Mar 03, 9:46 PM by LittleEl) |
| One of my worst traits is a tendency to over-analyse things....and owing to it's nature, the kinky aspect of my life suffers more than it's fair share of deep consideration. [more...] | ||
| 8 Mar 03 | SMTV | (8 Mar 03, 4:14 PM by LittleEl) |
| Last night I watched a programme entitled "World of Pain" in order to see some fantastic SM household hints. [more...] | ||
| 6 Mar 03 | Thanks and things | (6 Mar 03, 12:08 PM by LittleEl) |
| Huge thanks to Ophelia for her weblog, and for the memos I have received sharing experiences and offering encouragement. I was deeply moved by the concern and empathy shown. [more...] | ||
| 5 Mar 03 | Judging a book by it's cover | (5 Mar 03, 9:37 PM by LittleEl) |
| Never a wise thing to do - it can be very misleading. [more...] | ||
| 5 Mar 03 | Setbacks | (5 Mar 03, 4:49 PM by LittleEl) |
| I think (and perhaps others will agree) that the first tentative steps into an exploration of BDSM are the hardest. And the last thing any newbie needs is a knock to their self-confidence. [more...] | ||
| 4 Mar 03 | Denial | (4 Mar 03, 6:56 AM by LittleEl) |
| What a fragile thing anonymity is. All the nicknames we use to identify fellow lovers of pervery whilst being unidentifiable to less tolerant souls, the half- references, the hidden world we lurk in. What power we give to those who know this aspect of our lives. And the only way to cancel out the ever-present threat of blackmail is to be open about one's sexual preferences with family, friends and colleagues. [more...] | ||
| 24 Feb 03 | Takes a deep breath, and begins....... | (24 Feb 03, 2:07 PM by LittleEl) |
| OK, where to start? I've been lurking in the shadows quite a while, reading the weblogs - and I realised that I have things to say and share. [more...] | ||
