| Drew_Heller |
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| 18 Oct 10 | London Calling... (9) | (19 Oct 10, 6:38 PM by River_Deep) |
| I very rarely venture down south - apparently I have this ailment called "GrumpyNorthernBastarditis" and when mixed with my other condition known as "AllSouthernersAreShandyDrinkingFairiesitis", it means that I don't like going to London. [more...] | ||
| 14 Oct 10 | Group (4) | (14 Oct 10, 10:41 AM by Painpet) |
| You have no idea how long I've been watching you, waiting, and contemplating what is to come. I see you walking down the road – you're so sexy, dark hair, those funky little ankle boots of yours, that black dress and the little leather jacket – so sexy, so classy, so slutty. I want you. I'm going to take you and break you. This outcome is already guaranteed. The question is how much will you fight. [more...] | ||
| 11 Oct 10 | Tide (4) | (12 Oct 10, 10:22 PM by Scarlet_Cheex) |
| I love the coast, everything about it - the sand, the smells, the sounds of the waves crashing on the shore or on the walls at a high tide. I love the feel of the water on my legs and that feeling as the water and sand slips away underneath. [more...] | ||
| 20 Aug 10 | Toilet (6) | (11 Oct 10, 12:48 PM by such_serenity) |
| I watch you, squirming, writhing and wriggling - desperate to find that comfortable position. Your eyes - pleading, begging and desperate look at me. No tears yet, but that will happen. Standing there I take another sip from my bottle, one and a half litres of water - I smirk as I hear you whine, the sight and sound of the water flowing down my throat is agony to you. Some of the water dribbles out of my mouth, again I smirk and spit a large mouthful into your face. Your eyes close instantly as the stream of water and saliva splashes over you. Your eyes tell me all I need to know - humiliated, crestfallen [more...] | ||
| 26 Sep 10 | Darkness (6) | (28 Sep 10, 12:28 AM by Scarlet_Cheex) |
| An old friend once said to me, "Everyone has a weakness, somewhere that the armour has a chink in it. Find that weakness and they are defeated before they know it". [more...] | ||
| 23 Sep 10 | Tipping Point (7) | (25 Sep 10, 7:18 AM by MixAndMatch) |
| This has gone on for months now – the taunts, the mocking, the snide comments, the belittling of who I am in front of others. Tonight it ends. [more...] | ||
| 19 Sep 10 | Chastity and silence (7) | (21 Sep 10, 5:50 PM by Scarlet_Cheex) |
| “I'm a fucking slut – I love to fuck”, you tell me so often. “I can't seem to keep my big mouth shut”, you tell me constantly. [more...] | ||
| 14 Sep 10 | My muse (8) | (16 Sep 10, 10:02 PM by Drew_Heller) |
| So I'm back. [more...] | ||
| 29 Aug 10 | Smoke (3) | (30 Aug 10, 6:37 AM by River_Deep) |
| So it's done. Play has ended and I'm stood there in the doorway of our hotel room coming down from what has been my most aggressive and depraved high yet. I'm stood there and I look in the mirror, my shirt collar is open and I can see where you've cut, bitten and scratched my neck. I'm exhilarated at how fucking savage you are - you're officially the best: feisty, savage, rude, violent, depraved, whorish, fuck me the list is infinite when it comes to trying to articulate just how much of a nasty fucking slut you are. My right arm is scratched to shit and there is a massive bite mark near my wrist. [more...] | ||
| 26 Aug 10 | Bleed (1) | (27 Aug 10, 4:32 AM by River_Deep) |
| So here we are, taking it to a more personal level than ever. Tonight is going to be so different in so many ways. No rope, no cuffs, no physical restraints of any kind. Tonight is about the need for a different form of restraint – how much trust and self-control we will have in such an extreme situation. [more...] | ||
| 25 Aug 10 | Contemplation (5) | (25 Aug 10, 10:24 PM by River_Deep) |
| The noise is ceaseless – the screaming, the shouting and the vitriol that is coming from outside has been a constant for a good two hours now. I don't care, I simply don't give a shit – this weekend was meant to be romantic, a moment of idyllic bliss away from our two hectic lives but you well and truly fucked that one up last night. I didn't even want to go last night – “lets not go out as we have an early start and I want us to really enjoy every moment of the weekend” I said. “Oh no we need to go out, I must see them” You replied. So I relented, wanting to please you and really try and engage [more...] | ||
| 22 Aug 10 | Breathe (9) | (25 Aug 10, 9:08 AM by WintersInnocence) |
| Moaning and whining is all I hear from the kitchen. This has been going on for a good hour or so and I'm simply ignoring it for now – I'm busy with other things. [more...] | ||
| 22 Aug 10 | Respect (1) | (22 Aug 10, 8:09 PM by River_Deep) |
| You lay there on my floor on the rug by my fire - battered, broken, bleeding, bruised, cum-stained are just some of the words that I can use to describe how you look this morning. A fucking mess is another. Didn't start out that way yesterday afternoon though when we met up, then you were by 'normal' standards a stunner, seriously beautiful; someone who men would give anything for just to be looked at by you. Not now. Your face is grazed and bruised your bottom lip is broken and swollen. Bite marks cover your neck and shoulders and scratches and cuts rake down your back. Unusually for me, your arse [more...] | ||
| 21 Aug 10 | Slick | (21 Aug 10, 12:03 AM by Drew_Heller) |
| When I see you I giggle - I just can't help it. You're laid in this rediculous black latex pool - more like a shit paddling pool than something kinky. You look at me but it's hard to grasp it's really you - your body is the same, toned legs, pert tits, sexy shoulders and arms, that pale soft skin and well manicured nails in your favourite shade of shocking pink. But it's the mask, this black latex mask covering your face that is unnerving me. I can see your pale blue eyes and red lips and I know it's you, yet somehow it isn't. So strange to me, so un-kinky compared to our usual violence and depravity. [more...] | ||
| 19 Aug 10 | Definition of Hell... (1) | (20 Aug 10, 12:08 AM by Drew_Heller) |
| Was meant to be on a 7pm train from London to Durham direct after travelling down for an interview for a job I'm fairly sure won't pay enough. Have found that all trains going up the east coast line are suspended due to a fire so now I'm sat on a fucking train going to Sheffield which is stopping at every bastard station on the way meaning I won't get to Sheffield until 10pm. Train has shit connection to the Internet so I can't be antisocial and ignore people. Then have to take a further two fucking trains to get to Durham. Looking like I'm not getting home till past midnight. Fuck fuck fuck. [more...] | ||
| 17 Aug 10 | You're fucking ace (1) | (17 Aug 10, 9:40 PM by mia) |
| You're fucking stunning, I think to myself as I look at you by my feet. You're there on your knees coughing and racking your chest after the latest blow. You spit onto my shiny boots - I can see the dark slick viscosity of your blood slide down the polished toe of my boot. You look up at me and grin, the blood you just coughed onto my feet between your teeth. It's not a sight that worries me, or sickens me, it's the look of pride and wickedness on your face that makes my heart swell and my cock bulge. [more...] | ||
| 17 Aug 10 | Consequences | (17 Aug 10, 7:54 PM by Drew_Heller) |
| She's been in the cell for a good hour now. Hooded, bound, gagged and in the stress position. The CCTV camera and speaker system set up in the cell means I can watch her relentlessly - everytime she attempts to move out of her stress position I speak into the tannoy "DON'T FUCKING MOVE YOU BITCH!!". [more...] | ||
| 8 Aug 10 | I see, I take, I destroy (3) | (9 Aug 10, 8:18 AM by Dochka) |
| I see you. You wander in wearing that black dress with the thick waist belt and the tights and the leather boots. You have such an innocent smile as your big blue eyes search out to see where I am. Your dark long hair blows in the wind as I see you walk along, almost missing me. I'm sat there waiting, watching, contemplating. I already know in my mind how this will begin and how it will end - no deviation from my plan - I am the one who controls events even if she doesn't realise it. [more...] | ||
| 8 Aug 10 | Five things | (8 Aug 10, 9:56 PM by Drew_Heller) |
| You know and I know many things about our evening together. [more...] | ||